Most of this week , I plan on this weekend, early next week
Then sometimes, I want to actually get the plastic surgery I paid for before I die. But that's not until late May.
I have wanted labiaplasty ever since I watched my first porn in college, and realized mine looked so ugly, just like my face and my insides. Being ugly made me felt worthless in "relationship" all my life.
I want to at least be better looking when I die. Isn't it weird that I want to do that even when I am asking in my will to burn my body, and quietly bury my ashes next to my dog's cemetery tombstone....
I don't know if I can last until late may. I am also scared that I would lose my strong ctb urge.
Then sometimes, I want to actually get the plastic surgery I paid for before I die. But that's not until late May.
I have wanted labiaplasty ever since I watched my first porn in college, and realized mine looked so ugly, just like my face and my insides. Being ugly made me felt worthless in "relationship" all my life.
I want to at least be better looking when I die. Isn't it weird that I want to do that even when I am asking in my will to burn my body, and quietly bury my ashes next to my dog's cemetery tombstone....
I don't know if I can last until late may. I am also scared that I would lose my strong ctb urge.
