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I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

Elementalist
Sep 15, 2018
847
I need help deciding. I've never taken heroin before or any drugs. I would have to shoot it up iv with no experience. Even if I shoot a gram, I'm afraid it might not kill me, I have no idea.

Hanging is my other choice, might be more painful, but it seems more reliable?
 
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Eternal Pessimist

Eternal Pessimist

Student
Oct 16, 2019
180
Even if I knew how to shoot up heroin I would still be worried about the purity of it, so I would go with hanging. I think one of the best ways to go would be to use fentanyl patches if you could get your hands on them since you know how strong they are. Just put a bunch of them on your body and float away.
 
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Girobatol

Girobatol

Specialist
Sep 9, 2019
313
The heroin might not kill you but the fentanyl will. The hanging is cheap and reliable too.
 
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WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
Since you've never done drugs before, you don't know the correct lingo and will instantly be seen as a newbie. That can get you into trouble.

Also, if you fail to OD, there's a non-zero chance of addiction.
 
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lymbo

Arcanist
Oct 12, 2019
483
Even if I knew how to shoot up heroin I would still be worried about the purity of it, so I would go with hanging. I think one of the best ways to go would be to use fentanyl patches if you could get your hands on them since you know how strong they are. Just put a bunch of them on your body and float away.
what the hell ys fentanyl patches ? and how can one get them??
 
I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

Elementalist
Sep 15, 2018
847
Since you've never done drugs before, you don't know the correct lingo and will instantly be seen as a newbie. That can get you into trouble.

Also, if you fail to OD, there's a non-zero chance of addiction.
I already have the heroin. Got it from an addict. He says it's laced with f. I'm just worried I will fail and get brain damage...so idk what to do
 
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lymbo

Arcanist
Oct 12, 2019
483
I already have the heroin. Got it from an addict. He says it's laced with f. I'm just worried I will fail and get brain damage...so idk what to do
cant u just save money for pastyc surgery yo correct the face?
 
I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

Elementalist
Sep 15, 2018
847
cant u just save money for pastyc surgery yo correct the face?
Plastic surgery won't fix my face. I've been to every top surgeon in the nation. Nothing they could do
 
metalchic_74

metalchic_74

Gone Girl
Oct 26, 2019
260
You're probably right. I'm into metal too btw
I've had a suicide note written for several months. I stayed I want the song Orion by Metallica to be played at my funeral
 
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I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

Elementalist
Sep 15, 2018
847
I've had a suicide note written for several months. I stayed I want the song Orion by Metallica to be played at my funeral
Ha that's a good one. My letter States: these dreams by heart, since all my dreams are shattered
 
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Avicii

Avicii

Looking
Sep 4, 2018
424
I need help deciding. I've never taken heroin before or any drugs. I would have to shoot it up iv with no experience. Even if I shoot a gram, I'm afraid it might not kill me, I have no idea.

Hanging is my other choice, might be more painful, but it seems more reliable?
Heroin is the best trio of a lifetime so I've been told
 
Sweet emotion

Sweet emotion

Enlightened
Sep 14, 2019
1,325
what the hell ys fentanyl patches ? and how can one get them??
Fentanyl patches are pain patches give to you by a doctor. You stick them on your body for pain. But I can tell you no doctor now is going to five those to you with the way the laws are now a days unless you're in severe pain. My friend saved all of hers and used them in assisting her suicide but she took a lot of other strong pain meds and sedatives. I don't know how you would get these patches on the street but you need a lot.
what the hell ys fentanyl patches ? and how can one get them??
Fentanyl patches are pain patches give to you by a doctor. You stick them on your body for pain. But I can tell you no doctor now is going to five those to you with the way the laws are now a days unless you're in severe pain. My friend saved all of hers and used them in assisting her suicide but she took a lot of other strong pain meds and sedatives. I don't know how you would get these patches on the street but you need a lot.
 
WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
I already have the heroin. Got it from an addict. He says it's laced with f. I'm just worried I will fail and get brain damage...so idk what to do

Look at the symptoms of an overdose. If you stop breathing that should be it. However, if you just nod off or otherwise pass out you can wake up with an addiction.

One of my plans was to take a couple of shots of alcohol, some sleeping pills and, if I really wanted to go out with a bang, some opiates. I'd put on a noose beforehand so when that cocktail knocked me out I'd wind up hanged as well in case the OD didn't take care of it.

Whether or not it's effective, usable or painless+panic-less is another matter entirely.
 
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I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

Elementalist
Sep 15, 2018
847
Look at the symptoms of an overdose. If you stop breathing that should be it. However, if you just nod off or otherwise pass out you can wake up with an addiction.

One of my plans was to take a couple of shots of alcohol, some sleeping pills and, if I really wanted to go out with a bang, some opiates. I'd put on a noose beforehand so when that cocktail knocked me out I'd wind up hanged as well in case the OD didn't take care of it.

Whether or not it's effective, usable or painless+panic-less is another matter entirely.
Lol I don't mind having an addiction, it'll give me something to live for I just don't want to end up brain damage d
 
WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
Lol I don't mind having an addiction, it'll give me something to live for I just don't want to end up brain damage d

There's always some risk of brain damage with any drug. Sometimes it happens fast and other times slowly. A friend of a friend got some weed laced with formaldehyde and literally felt his intelligence melting away. Others can drink a 6 pack each night and remain as sharp as ever while others get develop Korsakoff's.

You don't live for addictions. They don't work like that.
 
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schopenh

schopenh

Specialist
Oct 21, 2019
385
I need help deciding. I've never taken heroin before or any drugs. I would have to shoot it up iv with no experience. Even if I shoot a gram, I'm afraid it might not kill me, I have no idea.

Hanging is my other choice, might be more painful, but it seems more reliable?

I suggest first injecting saline solution following a youtube video.
Next, inject a fraction of a recreational heroin dose to see how that goes (see if it works while also not rendering you semi unconcious)
Finally, a couple of weeks later, prepare the lethal dosage.
 
*KNAZ*

*KNAZ*

The only way out is through
Oct 23, 2019
210
I already have the heroin. Got it from an addict. He says it's laced with f. I'm just worried I will fail and get brain damage...so idk what to do
Can you ask the addict who supplied the heroin to you if he or she could show you how to use it? That is my first recommendation. Offer to share some in exchange for teaching you. IDK. That would be my first move. I would prefer heroin or fentanyl OD over hanging anyway. Not sure if smoking heroin would result in an OD simile to injecting.
 
I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

Elementalist
Sep 15, 2018
847
There's always some risk of brain damage with any drug. Sometimes it happens fast and other times slowly. A friend of a friend got some weed laced with formaldehyde and literally felt his intelligence melting away. Others can drink a 6 pack each night and remain as sharp as ever while others get develop Korsakoff's.

You don't live for addictions. They don't work like that.
Yeah, that's true. You never know how something will hit you
Can you ask the addict who supplied the heroin to you if he or she could show you how to use it? That is my first recommendation. Offer to share some in exchange for teaching you. IDK. That would be my first move. I would prefer heroin or fentanyl OD over hanging anyway. Not sure if smoking heroin would result in an OD simile to injecting.
He snorts it. That won't lead to death
 
*KNAZ*

*KNAZ*

The only way out is through
Oct 23, 2019
210
A
Yeah, that's true. You never know how something will hit you

He snorts it. That won't lead to death
ask him if he has a friend who injects. Hell there has to be someone he knows who injects. It's heroin FFS.
 
JimFord99

JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
I already have the heroin. Got it from an addict. He says it's laced with f. I'm just worried I will fail and get brain damage...so idk what to do
Yeah, be careful, sweetly, when buying drugs of the street, H is most certainly stretched with something else which might let you end up as a brain dead veggies. I can't possibly imagine why H should be stretched with F. More likely with strychnine, a rat poison. Really, be careful, I'vehadenough.
 
I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

Elementalist
Sep 15, 2018
847
A

ask him if he has a friend who injects. Hell there has to be someone he knows who injects. It's heroin FFS.
Lol I would but he won't talk to me anymore since he found out I was using it for suicide
Yeah, be careful, sweetly, when buying drugs of the street, H is most certainly stretched with something else which might let you end up as a brain dead veggies. I can't possibly imagine why H should be stretched with F. More likely with strychnine, a rat poison. Really, be careful, I'vehadenough.
Thanks, like I said, I got this off a friend who's an addict, so it's the real thing, but I have fentynol test strips, so I'm gonna test it first. If no F, then I won't do it
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,881
I need help deciding. I've never taken heroin before or any drugs. I would have to shoot it up iv with no experience. Even if I shoot a gram, I'm afraid it might not kill me, I have no idea.

Hanging is my other choice, might be more painful, but it seems more reliable?
"Imagine a warm wave washing over your body that eliminates any feelings of sorrow, regret, anger, stress, or guilt. imagine all those bad feelings being washed away as you feel the warmth running through ur veins. Honestly i cant even put it in to words. to put it simple. NO ONE SHOULD FEEL THAT GOOD
Its impossible to describe in words…many have tried. some call it the best feeling you ever had times a thousand. "

That's how some describe Heroin. I've never done it . But if true Heroin , or Fentanyl are good ways to go imo.
 
I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

Elementalist
Sep 15, 2018
847
"Imagine a warm wave washing over your body that eliminates any feelings of sorrow, regret, anger, stress, or guilt. imagine all those bad feelings being washed away as you feel the warmth running through ur veins. Honestly i cant even put it in to words. to put it simple. NO ONE SHOULD FEEL THAT GOOD
Its impossible to describe in words…many have tried. some call it the best feeling you ever had times a thousand. "

That's how some describe Heroin. I've never done it . But if true Heroin , or Fentanyl are good ways to go imo.
I'm sure it feels good, but will it kill me? Lol
 
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Manja

Can't wait to die
Nov 27, 2019
182
I would like to go that way...can't you find somewhere on internet how to inject it in the vein? I think you need some acid like citric...
 

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