Can’t believe I’m killing myself over this

[SpaxeZ]

It sounds so stupid.. I fkd up my life with prone masturbation and now left with an injury at 24 not being able to ever mate.. hilarious

 

[Dyingsoon]

I am sorry to hear that brother. What is your official diagnosis? I am in a similar situation but I damaged my penis when I tried to take a picture for an online appointment with a doctor (I was twisting it too much to take a proper pic.... ) My veins have been swallowing since then and it hurts like hell. I am barely making it to the toilet sometimes. Doctors were of no help to me but I diagnosed myself with Mordor's disease because I am sure how I injured my dick.

 

[avaruus]

I'm sorry to hear that, could you explain how did that happen exactly? Are you sure that it's permanent?

 

[SpaxeZ]

I am sorry to hear that brother. What is your official diagnosis? I am in a similar situation but I damaged my penis when I tried to take a picture for an online appointment with a doctor (I was twisting it too much to take a proper pic.... ) My veins have been swallowing since then and it hurts like hell. I am barely making it to the toilet sometimes. Doctors were of no help to me but I diagnosed myself with Mordor's disease because I am sure how I injured my dick.

I'm sorry about yours too. Mine has no pain. I used to masturbate prone on my right side my whole teens due to being circumcised I guess.. by the age of 20 I became so anxious as I could no longer feel my erection on the right side so after googling stuff I tried some exercises that fkd up the left side just like the right one and became fully impotent ever since. I guess mine is nerve damage and also the skin connecting my scrotum to my penis is not the same and there's no cure to it

I'm sorry to hear that, could you explain how did that happen exactly? Are you sure that it's permanent?

Not your fault. I did explain it. Yeah sadly it's permanent tissue and skin damage

 

[todienomore]

not sure if its relevant but sulbutiamine is good for neuropathy

 

[Worndown]

I looked that up...DAMN. Is there hope of recovery? They can retrain a finger to work after a serious nerve injury. Any way to find new paths?

 

[downndone2]

I would think with time the nerves will likely regenerate and come back to life please see an actual specialist about the issue before you consider ctb over it

 

[SpaxeZ]

I looked that up...DAMN. Is there hope of recovery? They can retrain a finger to work after a serious nerve injury. Any way to find new paths?

I don't really want to die.. I have so many dreams. Many things started to change for the better in my life but I can't imagine to continue living like this.. this is a huge part of my life that I'm losing and I still can't believe it. Sadly no they can't do anything and we live in a crazy world where they mutilate infants by circumcision

 

[Worndown]

While that part of life fading over time is normal and not really enjoyable, having just go away suddenly is tough.
I can say there is life after, but you would need to see that to believe it.
I hope you can find a way to keep going but understand if you do not.

 

[Kundalini Guy]

Thats messed up bro am sorry. I think its a valid reason to CTB but do try to heal or search for ways that it can be fixed since the world is a big place.