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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
I just want to loose memories. They are heavy and unnerving.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,752
The thing that I want is to fall into an eternal sleep. I just want to become nothing, I am tired of being me. I do not like memories, I see them as painful. Memories stay with us for a lifetime and they can torture us. I just want to forget everything too.
 
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juraviel

PL
Aug 11, 2021
414
I just want to loose memories. They are heavy and unnerving.

i hate to sound positive, but.. did you maybe try one of those nlp scrambling techniques. you can try and break the associated feelings you have with memories (to some extent at least). just need a good therapist.
 
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Fakereality

Fakereality

Student
Aug 4, 2021
130
It's always about wanting to forget things to escape from our past to escape from our pain to escape from those hurtful emotions but our damn brain denies us even that little bit of pity, sometimes I feel like my biggest enemy is the one caging me within itself my own brain.
 
chocolatebar

chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
974
I feel like the opposite. I would implant false memories in me if I could, to just feel like my life wasn't all that emptiness
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
The thing that I want is to fall into an eternal sleep. I just want to become nothing, I am tired of being me. I do not like memories, I see them as painful. Memories stay with us for a lifetime and they can torture us. I just want to forget everything too.
I feel you. I want to loose memories but also not experience future. Also this world is not good for me personally.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,206
The problem that I have with memories is that they remind me of the good and the bad times. I am now so overwhelmed with bad memories that they oftentimes drown out the good ones.
 
Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
I feel like the opposite. I would implant false memories in me if I could, to just feel like my life wasn't all that emptiness
Everyone wants what the other has
 
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