EG1141
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- Aug 12, 2024
- 73
I have a colonoscopy and endoscopy on Thursday due to some episodical bleeding I've been having for over a year. I have a lot of the symptoms associated with ColoRectal cancer. It's really got me wondering if I may have cancer. But, in a weird way, I wouldn't be sad if I got it, I'm even kinda hoping I have it. Is that weird? Maybe it's just because I want an easy way out. A means to death that I don't have to cause.