Sober? Not really. I don't have ADD or ADHD, and if I did that would suck cuz I loathe sympathomimetics & most treatment is CNS stimulants like amphetamine, methylphenidate, and similar agents.
I used to be able to enjoy sitting down & watching a show. When I was using I could be comfortable with myself. Since I've stopped (ab)using those drugs [my doc are opiates] I have been experiencing something really weird. It's like I can't enjoy anything alone. With a partner or friend, it's different. But alone.. it's hard to find something to watch. I love to laugh & always loved comedy. However I have had NO desire to watch anything funny or comical in like 2 years (alone).. when I'm with someone else (family, friend, or partner) I can absolutely get into it, laugh & enjoy it.
But somethings changed when I'm alone. I'm alone a lot, and it seems to bring out the worst in me, as I really wanna just sleep forever. It's as if I'm just waiting, but for nothing. Like I'm really just "waiting for this to finally be over"… waiting for death.