Help can no longer function, thinking of admitting myself to ER

[BeenDoneForSoLong]

The big issue is that I have a full time job, i have a girlfriend right now (BIG MISTAKE, i want to end it but then i know i'd for sure CTB). I dont know what to do, i cant just stop going to work, i cant just stop seeing my girlfriend. If i did these things, said things would end, said things are the only things making me get out of bed, which are in turn making me function. The issue is right now i just feel SO exhausted, i feel SO depressed and suicidal. I just feel like i cant... for like a month, i just need a break, or to end it, i dont know. Im so fucking tired, i'm tired of being tired. I want to die, i just cant do that to everyone that cares about me right now. I wish everyone would stop caring. I dont know what to do... I've thought about tying the knot over and over again in my head... I want to die.

 

[Azzy69]

If you go to the ER at least you will have time to collect your thoughts without the painful distractions from the outside world. Also, at least you will leave the earth knowing that you did try to help yourself, yet the world was just not for you

 

[SlackJim]

Can you ask for some time off at work? or to reduce your hours? If your relationship is a big mistake maybe it's making you worse rather than keeping you going? I hope you can get through this difficult time one way or another

 

[BeenDoneForSoLong]

Can you ask for some time off at work? or to reduce your hours? If your relationship is a big mistake maybe it's making you worse rather than keeping you going? I hope you can get through this difficult time one way or another

I've just had a week off. I can't push it further (at least I feel)

 

[Belter]

If you are thinking of admitting yourself to ER it means in your own mind you are looking for help.

Id suggest you speak to someone as opposed to acting on instinct, death is not something to be decided on a whim or through an emotive state.

 

[sad_frog]

The er usually brought me more stress than good but i guess being there always made me wanna come home.