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SpaxeZ

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I just wish I could rent a swimming pool for a day or like 10 hours. How deep should it be? I guess even 3 meters would be enough. I'll go get some weights from decathlon and lock it around my feet or put the weights in a backpack and lock it around my body, get drunk and jump inside the deep end of the pool and done
 
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LittleJem

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use a wild swimming spot
 
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LittleJem

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Like where?
Look up local ones. Like in London there are ponds on Hampstead Heath. People have inadvertently drowned there. You would want to go at night.

Look up Hampstead Heath drownings you will find lots of articles.

I think I would feel guilty for the other swimmers though...as who would discover your body and when, and would it start to smell. Could you send a delayed email along with planning it?
ps I just couldn't post the articles on the top ten most beautiful wild swimming spots - as I love wild swimming and even though I hate being alive, it makes me too sad to post them on this forum. But they are easy to search for...
 
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SpaxeZ

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Look up local ones. Like in London there are ponds on Hampstead Heath. People have inadvertently drowned there. You would want to go at night.

Look up Hampstead Heath drownings you will find lots of articles.

I think I would feel guilty for the other swimmers though...as who would discover your body and when, and would it start to smell. Could you send a delayed email along with planning it?
ps I just couldn't post the articles on the top ten most beautiful wild swimming spots - as I love wild swimming and even though I hate being alive, it makes me too sad to post them on this forum. But they are easy to search for...
Thank you! But how can I reach to the deep part of it?

No I can't send an email. What is the use?

I would like to try in early morning
 
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Are you sure this is the best option? You could also drown in a sink, bathub, etc. Otherwise maybe an outdoor area of water could work? Idk, it just seems a bit iffy, with the workers who are going to find you..
 
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SpaxeZ

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Are you sure this is the best option? You could also drown in a sink, bathub, etc. Otherwise maybe an outdoor area of water could work? Idk, it just seems a bit iffy, with the workers who are going to find you..
It's my dream method. I'd been gone tonight if I had access to an empty swimming pool. I just looked up some lakes and outdoor swimming spots but they are more risky to be spotted
 

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