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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
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Just went to the gym and there's a 11/10 woman wearing skin-tight clothes and possibly chatting with a boyfriend in the gym. I manage to focus on my cardio rather than crash out like I would have done a few years ago. Is that enough psychological damage to face in the course of 30 minutes? Obviously not, too easy of a challenge! So naturally I have to make brief eye contact with another 11/10 as I step out of the gym, she also has to carry a bag with the logo of the college I dropped out of due to emotional pain from not being able to form relationships/have a social life/etc (a symbol of what could have been if I had made slightly different choices/had some more help from whoever/different genetics/etc/etc). Cool!

After this amazing gym experience, I do have an unopened bottle of wine so I guess I'll numb the pain by 50% or so by having a few drinks. I know I should meditate instead and would recommend that instead of drinking to anyone reading this!

Oh, and the day before yesterday I went for a walk to not be sedentary 100% of the time unless lifting at the gym. I spotted like 2 or 3 more 11/10s and a female-female-female-male constellation. What a time to be alive!
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If you stick around long enough you can be like me. If a young pretty woman smiles at you it will be because you remind her of her grandfather. Great. At least I get a smile once in a while, very very rarely, for what it's worth (nothing, now).
 
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BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
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If you stick around long enough you can be like me. If a young pretty woman smiles at you it will be because you remind her of her grandfather. Great. At least I get a smile once in a while, very very rarely, for what it's worth (nothing, now).
Don't get my hopes up too much, now.

They look away as fast as possible if our eyes meet. I think I look as unhinged as I am at this point.

I already feel like I'm 80 or something mentally. Not in a wise kind of way, more like memory/attitude/cognitive speed/errors kind of way.
 
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