marcusuk63
CTB
- Mar 24, 2019
- 1,735
my mind wont shut off and i go through every scenario several times .having just found my brother who was my best friend too dead the other week and unlike me he was quite minimalistic but sorting his stuff out and throwing his life away was upsetting and i said sorry to every bin bag i took to tip. i have always been a hoarder and never throw anything away so the last few weeks i have been throwing my stuff away and selling some , dvd players, dvds and vhs collection tv, clothes which i had three bedrooms full of , whittled paper work down to one draw , extra pots pans etc etc , hoarder in a tidy ocd way not climbing over tat by the way sorry i digress but i
m going to sell my house and pay off mortgage and depending if i can wait or sell for market value or quick sale i
ll have between £20k to £30k .enough to have nothing for anyone to have to sort out when i ctb when i have spent it all .latest idea is a stealth camper van and go touring preferably mad from an old mini bus so i can literal CTB or CTMB in my case .then on a cold night have a big steak BBQ outside in the middle of nowhere and bring the charcoal embers in the van to keep warm with all the vents closed ,wink wink .