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May 14, 2019
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Look, it was stupid, alright? But hell - I was curious to see what the sensation would be like, you know? To be honest, I really felt like it would be more of a choking sensation, but it turns out my head just....had like the most intense pulsing sensation, sound started to sound different and my vision started to go all wonky.
Now, I obviously won't be using this method to CTB, firearms or possibly the night night method, but I just felt like trying something, I guess.
So apologies if any of ya'll facepalmed.
 
not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
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lol.
was this a serious attempt or just a "cry for help"?
were you just "attention seeking""?
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

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Mar 24, 2019
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? Spm384 mid grey marle  ashley trainer socks bamboo trainer socks 2
 
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RM5998

RM5998

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Sep 3, 2018
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Look, it was stupid, alright? But hell - I was curious to see what the sensation would be like, you know? To be honest, I really felt like it would be more of a choking sensation, but it turns out my head just....had like the most intense pulsing sensation, sound started to sound different and my vision started to go all wonky.
Now, I obviously won't be using this method to CTB, firearms or possibly the night night method, but I just felt like trying something, I guess.
So apologies if any of ya'll facepalmed.
That's... Probably you compressing the jugular and slowing blood flow through the carotid. Probably.
 
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Rez_MbChB

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May 21, 2019
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Yeap sounds like you were just cutting off the blood supply. A much more peaceful way to go than chocking IMO .
 
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Severen

Severen

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Jun 30, 2018
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How is experimenting with a sock, being an idiot? Sounds like you wanted to conduct an experiment without actually CTBing.
 
Soul

Soul

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Apr 12, 2019
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Yeap sounds like you were just cutting off the blood supply. A much more peaceful way to go than choking IMO .

So the OP found the elusive "sweet spot" and can consider the experiment a success, yes?
 
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Rez_MbChB

Professional
May 21, 2019
141
So the OP found the elusive "sweet spot" and can consider the experiment a success, yes?
Certainly sounds like it, from my experience with experimenting with bloodchokes at least. hopefully he can re-create it, something I've found really hard :(
 
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