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Lookingforabus
Arcanist
- Aug 6, 2019
- 421
Depends on your country. (And sometimes which state/province.)
It's a terrifying, painful way to go out, though, and not particularly fast... so pretty far down my list.
oxymoron
Arcanist
- Jul 18, 2019
- 439
Lookingforabus
Arcanist
- Aug 6, 2019
- 421
Because it's a stimulant, and stimulant deaths are painful. Don't take my word for it, go out and chug 6 strong cups of coffee to get a sample of how too much caffeine feels, and then consider what enough of that to kill you would feel like. Jitters, heart racing in your chest, pounding headache, etc. ... to death. Not pleasant.
Many websites, I think on any every county on earth. It's just has to be pure caffeine powder, do the conversion right so it has the caffeine equivalent to double the average dosage that kills people 75-100 cups of coffee. I am honestly not sure whether or not death would be unpleasant as you are going to have the same symptoms as large overdoses on stimulants such as potential psychosis. Further research is required. However, many young people in great shape have died from caffeine powder overdoses on accident and all the serious intentional overdoses I have read about have been lethal.
That a light overdose though. A severe overdose is in an entirely different ball park. Symptoms are completely different and include things like potential psychosis, euphoria etc.
woxihuanni
Illuminated
- Aug 19, 2019
- 3,299
UK-based online store sells it. But yes, it is supposed to be very painful. Survival could mean damage.
Baskol1
No life, no problems
- Aug 11, 2019
- 1,030
Is there any preferable liquid to consume it with? I am considering milk. Got 100g, think that 10-15g should do the job. What are the known side effects if you survive it?
woxihuanni
Illuminated
- Aug 19, 2019
- 3,299
I'd advise against milk, it may be some work to digest an animal product. I was planning to take it in coffee. The side effects can be frying your organs/brain I understand. This is why I am scared. I was also thinking of taking antiemetics and maybe a sleeping well as well. Take all this with a grain of salt, though, I am no doctor. I wish there was a doctor on this forum to help with more accurate information.
Btw, you might have noticed that people don't want to go with caffeine because it is so painful, and SN is the mot popular available method for OD. Even then I am scared of a method that reduces oxygen to the brain in case I survive. I've pretty much settled on pong pong seeds (cardiac arrest), but a user here warned me it is very painful and SI might kick in. Still, the seeds have killed a lot of people successfully, and I for some reason prefer methods that go straight for the heart.
Btw, you might have noticed that people don't want to go with caffeine because it is so painful, and SN is the mot popular available method for OD. Even then I am scared of a method that reduces oxygen to the brain in case I survive. I've pretty much settled on pong pong seeds (cardiac arrest), but a user here warned me it is very painful and SI might kick in. Still, the seeds have killed a lot of people successfully, and I for some reason prefer methods that go straight for the heart.
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The irony - the "thing" we want to kill is the "thing" that is afraid from pain :) I read online that they saved a woman that received 50g of caffeine powder but she almost immediatelly went to the hospital. From what I have gather, she didnt have any long term physical damage after.
I personaly would try to "accept" death. That I really want it and that I am not doing it for attention or random emotions/feelings. If I am successfull, it should help a with the pain. If you wanna die, you die and you do not cling on life. From what I understand there is a decent chance that you go quickly into coma and escape the stomach pain. A read for a case with a boy who was found on the bathroom floor with other people in the house, meaning that he didnt make much noise for them to hear him.
Caffeine powder is a very cheap way to catch the bus. In almost every other method minus the magic pills/herbs that kill you peacefully there is always a scenario in which you would suffer "pain". If that bothers you maybe Life isnt that bad and you should try to overcome the things that bug you.
woxihuanni
Illuminated
- Aug 19, 2019
- 3,299
My understanding of that woman's case is that she suffered damage.
woxihuanni
Illuminated
- Aug 19, 2019
- 3,299
Apparently I cannot pm you, probably because you're new. If you google buy caffeine powder, it just turns up right up there.
woxihuanni
Illuminated
- Aug 19, 2019
- 3,299
How have I missed that haha thanks. Lack of sleep!!
No problem, but I worry a bit. I've bought it but could not use it because seizures and possible survival with brain damage is scary.
GeorgeJL
Enlightened
- Mar 7, 2019
- 1,621
Please consider a painless route such as Nembutal, Sodium Nitrite, nitrogen, Carbon monoxide, or even heroin. If you need advice on any of these I can advise you.
