Venting Cabin fever

[spinningship]

I swear I'm gonna go completely mental. I'm too anxious to leave my uni room at all it's just me and this little 2x1m box till the end of time. No one tells you how much even the tiny social interactions like saying hi to your siblings in the morning matter mentally.

I don't trust myself to socialise at all everyone thinks I'm a freak cos of autism I literally can't so much as walk down the street without getting dirty looks simply for existing.

My only options are being a social piñata like I was last term fucked about with for others amusement, or I'm just a complete hermit slowly losing it.

 

[Regen]

No one tells you how much even the tiny social interactions like saying hi to your siblings in the morning matter mentally.

That's true... I am sorry, that I have no good advice for you. But I read your post and I can feel your pain. I really hope, you can find some way to cope with that deep problem. I hope you can find someone who is in the same world and where you can sit together.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Sounds like you're stuck between a rock and a hard place. Solitude really wears on you mentally but social interaction has only led to you being derided and ridiculed. I'm autistic too (as is half this board) so I know how much it sucks. I mean, it's why I'm here. But I do believe that good people who will value and affirm you are possible to find, even if they're uncommon.