Bye everyone and good luck to you all

[Ki_Nam]

Receiving my SN soon. N2 plan is out the door unfortunately. It's really happening in 1 to 5 weeks - won't give actual date as precaution. If I don't update this thread in 5 weeks time, I'm either hospitalized in a coma or I am gone gone.


Bye everyone.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

It's sad to hear that it's come to this for you. Even one week is enough time to update us on what's happening. If you need to talk, you know you can chime in any time. If your plan comes to fruition, I hope you can get to the peace you seek and deserve.

 

[Ki_Nam]

Thanks. I will keep updating this thread, but again, as precaution I may drop out out of the blue.

 

[Galileo3630]

It's sad that life has forced you into this corner, I hope you have a peaceful release and maybe will even have someone who will notice the signs and will love you and cherish you with the last seconds, minutes and hours that you have on this god-awful earth.

 

[Shadowlord900]

Shame N2 plan didn't work out for you for whatever reason, but I hope SN works out for you.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom that you are searching for.

 

[ChildrensITV]

Thanks for replying to my thread even though you knew you were going to be CTB soon. Good luck.

N2 is Nembutal, right? Or Nitrogen? OK I googled it. Nitrogen. When I joined here, I was all about the exitbag but lately, I have reasoned that SN seems the way to go. Let us know if it doesn't work out and needs replanning or what-have-you.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Since you were so new here, we didn't get many chances to interact on here. Good luck to you. Hopefully everything works out for both of us.

 

[Yahwa]

I hope that your order will arrive safely and that you'll be able to treat yourself to something nice before you CTB I wish you a peaceful exit

 

[Danielwc]

I'm not keen on being here myself. I could ctb anytime but I do worry about consequences. Say life is not all there is, perhaps we agreed to come here on some deep level. We make the irreversible decision to ctb and awake from this illusion of reality to find that we had just a certain amount of years here to just survive and the mission was complete. Perhaps we get reincarnated, imagine being reborn in some shithole in Africa or the slums of South America. The afterlife could be worse than this, remember you will be joining the beings that set this world up. These assholes watch the carnage and suffering and do fuck all, maybe even think things are going well. Sometimes it better the Devil you know.

 

[LongWayAlone]

I hope you will find the peace that you are looking for !

 

[Ki_Nam]

It's sad that life has forced you into this corner, I hope you have a peaceful release and maybe will even have someone who will notice the signs and will love you and cherish you with the last seconds, minutes and hours that you have on this god-awful earth.

Hi thanks for replying. I don't think anyone would notice except for when they receive the news. Unless I'm perfectly sane and people ARE following me. It's fine though. I don't really care if anyone notices or not.

Shame N2 plan didn't work out for you for whatever reason, but I hope SN works out for you.

Yeah I noticed someone familiar going to the local welding shop after I've gone. Maybe I'm seeing shit again. I can't risk any sabotage upon refilling my N2 cylinder.

I wish you the best and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom that you are searching for.

Thank you so much for understanding.

Since you were so new here, we didn't get many chances to interact on here. Good luck to you. Hopefully everything works out for both of us.

Likewise. I wish for the same too. I still have a bit of time though but things are moving quickly despite me being lazy and stuck at home all day lol