LostSoul1609
Experienced
- Mar 9, 2021
- 245
Honestly I need help with this.
Turns out the train spot is still too populated an impractical to use to I've been rereading PPH for more methods.
At this point it's either these three or Korean method tho I'm not sure I can pull that off right.
The problem with the first three methods is this, it's fucking hard to acquire these things were I am, a guy recently ended up on the news after ctb with SN and now it's nowhere to be found online, plus I'd much prefer to buy it in a phisycal place rather than online since I have helicopter parents that won't let me breathe.
If you can suggest any method to acquire these or any alternative poison I'd be happy to listen.
I also thought about using Alibaba since SN is available there but I think there's a high chance to be found out there since you have to talk with sellers about why you buy them and stuff, plus it could get blocked in transit and shipping could take a lot.
Honestly I wish killing myself was easier, I would have done it already at this point and I keep praying the universe for a goddamn cup of poison.
Turns out the train spot is still too populated an impractical to use to I've been rereading PPH for more methods.
At this point it's either these three or Korean method tho I'm not sure I can pull that off right.
The problem with the first three methods is this, it's fucking hard to acquire these things were I am, a guy recently ended up on the news after ctb with SN and now it's nowhere to be found online, plus I'd much prefer to buy it in a phisycal place rather than online since I have helicopter parents that won't let me breathe.
If you can suggest any method to acquire these or any alternative poison I'd be happy to listen.
I also thought about using Alibaba since SN is available there but I think there's a high chance to be found out there since you have to talk with sellers about why you buy them and stuff, plus it could get blocked in transit and shipping could take a lot.
Honestly I wish killing myself was easier, I would have done it already at this point and I keep praying the universe for a goddamn cup of poison.
