Buying my ticket in a week

[Wyldfyre4948]

These past 6 weeks have just been miserable. Got my mom bugging me to find a new therapist even though I don't have a car. My anniversary with my wife is next Thursday and it's killing me. Everything is making me anxious and I'm just sick of existing. Can't wait to buy my rebreather and nitrogen. If all goes well I only have 2 weeks left on this earth. No more worries, pains, heartache, sleepless nights, or depression is all I want.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it's certainly very much understandable just wishing to be free from all the suffering that existing brings, I get that enduring this existence really can be so dreadful, I wish you the best with your plans.