mini_weeny
Every cradle is a grave
- Jan 5, 2021
- 340
Hi, after a gun went off and the sound destroyed my ears, I got tinnitus and hyperacusis a condition in which all everyday sounds cause excruciating pain and other very uncomfortable sensations. My life has been reduced to be completely homebound and in silence all day all days, I have no life whatsoever, can't watch Tv or listen to music, I'm in the couch all day sometimes just staring at the wall or runing around the house trying to escape loud noises. I think a life like this qualifies as being almost a vegetable already or at least I feel like one. Suicide is the only answer and I need it as soon as possible but still can't find a method because I don't have the balls to harm myself. A life like this is not worth living I do know that, can't go outside to see the sky or the stars, will never go to the beach or a forest again, I'm already dead. I need to end this.