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[EveningPrimrose]

So, this should be my last post. I wasn't on here long, but I am thankful this place exists. A peaceful exit would have never occurred to me otherwise without the valuable resources here. Now I can just go to sleep one more time.

What a strange ride it's been, this whole consciousness thing. Glad it happened, honestly. But it's time for me to cash out before I get really truly miserable.
I had one last hangout with my friends, and it was a great one. I wish I didn't have to leave the party early, or make my family sad, but... Chronic illness is a really short straw to draw, and of course I had to pull it. Sigh... I will be free of it though.

I will feel comfortable taking my N tonight, (just gonna neck it with honey and chocolate). I did the 2-day meto regimen.

I don't believe in an afterlife, but am willing to be pleasantly surprised. Gonna be interesting to finally see what all that debating/imagining we do as upright chimps amounted to.
Even if it's the predictable return to nothing, and we just become inanimate matter again, that's cool. We'll all share this oblivion inevitably anyway. Especially when the universe starts that whole "nothing but blackholes" phase.

Anywho, take care y'all. :)

Edit: MODS, If I don't post on here in the next two days. I ctb'd. Please end my account at that time. Thank you.

 

[sadpinky]

Safe travels friend I hope you find peace at last, will you be doing update?

 

[316]

I hope you find the peace you are looking for

 

[EveningPrimrose]

Safe travels friend I hope you find peace at last, will you be doing update?

maybe one right before midnight. Right now I'm just gonna enjoy the last sunset and make sure my space is clean and orderly for when I'm found.

 

[vold3m0r†]

i wish you peace

 

[miminkpo]

I hope all goes well. If you find peace and release for your suffering, it will be a choice well made. Good luck and farewell.

 

[sadpinky]

maybe one right before midnight. Right now I'm just gonna enjoy the last sunset and make sure my space is clean and orderly for when I'm found.

Know that I'm wishing you the best, if you'd like to talk about this or anything else my pms are open and I'm in the states so my phone is aswell.

 

[miminkpo]

maybe one right before midnight. Right now I'm just gonna enjoy the last sunset and make sure my space is clean and orderly for when I'm found.

I also resonate with this a lot. I want everything to be perfect as I die, otherwise I couldn't rest in peace.

 

[phoenixx]

Wishing you all the best. I hope you finally find peace

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you peace if this is your decision. I understand wanting to leave before things get worse. Chronic illness really is an awful thing, I'm sorry you had to go through that.

 

[watereyes]

peace fren.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

Goodnight, friend. I'm sorry you're leaving us so soon…. Life can be so unfair and so cruel for good people.
Safe travel.

 

[halcyon]

I hope you find the peace you're searching for. Safe travels.

 

[leaf4]

When I am dead, my dearest,
Sing no sad songs for me;
Plant thou no roses at my head,
Nor shady cypress tree:
Be the green grass above me
With showers and dewdrops wet;
And if thou wilt, remember,
And if thou wilt, forget.
- Christina Rossetti

I hope you find peace. Farewell

 

[Midgardsorm]

Safe travels friend.

You're about to be free from this mortal coil to become the angel that you always were.

Your light will never dim.
Rest in peace.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[Disappointered]

I wish you peace.

 

[domedune]

Hope you're enjoying the sunset. Wishing you safety and rest tonight and the nights following

 

[catscradle]

So, this should be my last post. I wasn't on here long, but I am thankful this place exists. A peaceful exit would have never occurred to me otherwise without the valuable resources here. Now I can just go to sleep one more time.

What a strange ride it's been, this whole consciousness thing. Glad it happened, honestly. But it's time for me to cash out before I get really truly miserable.
I had one last hangout with my friends, and it was a great one. I wish I didn't have to leave the party early, or make my family sad, but... Chronic illness is a really short straw to draw, and of course I had to pull it. Sigh... I will be free of it though.

I will feel comfortable taking my N tonight, (just gonna neck it with honey and chocolate). I did the 2-day meto regimen.

I don't believe in an afterlife, but am willing to be pleasantly surprised. Gonna be interesting to finally see what all that debating/imagining we do as upright chimps amounted to.
Even if it's the predictable return to nothing, and we just become inanimate matter again, that's cool. We'll all share this oblivion inevitably anyway. Especially when the universe starts that whole "nothing but blackholes" phase.

Anywho, take care y'all. :)

Edit: MODS, If I don't post on here in the next two days. I ctb'd. Please end my account at that time. Thank you.

I hope you find peace

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I hope you find the peace you desire

 

[Dead Meat]

Wishing you a very comfortable and pleasant exit and may you find true peace and tranquility

 

[sadpinky]

Safe travels

 

[pure soul]

I wish you peace

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I hope you have found the peace you were looking for.