Burning bridges?

[Fadeawaaaay]

Is anyone wrecking relationships/cutting people off/not returning messages in order to sabotage any attempt at recovery and speed along CTB?

 

[Snake of Eden]

Yes I did. It is funny because those very connections were also were contributing to my feelings of wanting ctb. Now that i cut all contact off I feel calmer. I live with family though so not totally isolated

 

[Depressed Cat]

I don't think of burning bridges with people, even if I'm bent on CTB.

Pretence can be hard when one is depressed, and I agree that it's not easy to pretend to be well and happy with family, friends and acquaintances when one is suffering badly. I believe there's no need to pretend in the first place. Just be yourself.

So no, I personally would not burn bridges with people deliberately for the reason that I'm planning to CTB.

 

[Versailles]

I don't think it's necessary, I have so few friends that I don't think they suspect I'm a suicide

 

[Crazy4u]

I find myself nicer to some of them. I try to avoid confrontation over some issues because it doesn't matter. life is silly and you realize this more when you want to ctb

 

[Rain_Hermit]

A part of me wants to push my kid brother away hoping that he'd be relieved when I am gone.Another part of me wants to be as close to him as possible,because after I die,I will never be able to see him again or hear him talk.
I am kinda stuck between a rock and a hard place.

 

[Wrennie]

Is anyone wrecking relationships/cutting people off/not returning messages in order to sabotage any attempt at recovery and speed along CTB?

I've been doing so for the past year and a half. I deleted most of my contacts and never reply to texts from my friends. I used to play an active role in their lives and I figure the longer I'm uninvolved with them the easier my passing will be on them.

 

[justsayin]

Is anyone wrecking relationships/cutting people off/not returning messages in order to sabotage any attempt at recovery and speed along CTB?

I've done it years ago. Sabotaging part was successful, speeding up part not so much.