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Asprex

Asprex

There is no storm we can't weather!
Mar 3, 2023
28
I want to burn myself (not ctb) but make it seem like an accident because i seem to not be able to hide my body effectively. I used to cut but eventually my family found out and forced me to therapy which I breezed through. Now I can't SH anymore so im thinking of other methods to do it. I've drained blood before but it isn't as painful as cutting. I now want to burn my left hand and wrist using boiling water ( dunno if it will be effective though I only thought about it not done it) and make it seem like an accident either while showering or cooking. Can you suggest more excuses or senarios. I think this is the correct place to post this😭.
 
AVeryLazySloth

AVeryLazySloth

The Laziest
Mar 4, 2023
89
I SH by smacking my arm with a hammer. It doesn't leave permanent marks, is easily excused and if I want to feel the pain again I just press the bruise.
 
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Fwompje

Fwompje

life is cruel and time heals nothing
Feb 23, 2023
189
Since you already have a history with selfharm there's a large change that people will find recurring marks suspicious.
Do they check your body? Otherwise you could try different spots on your body.

Is there a reason you want to selfharm again? You could also look for a healthier replacement to get a similar stimulus depending in what you get out of it.
 
Caoine01

Caoine01

Experienced
Feb 23, 2023
212
boiling water is hot, around 100°C.

It hurts the skin and leaves ugly scars that cause permanent pain. OK?
 
Asprex

Asprex

There is no storm we can't weather!
Mar 3, 2023
28
Since you already have a history with selfharm there's a large change that people will find recurring marks suspicious.
Do they check your body? Otherwise you could try different spots on your body.

Is there a reason you want to selfharm again? You could also look for a healthier replacement to get a similar stimulus depending in what you get out of it.
I guess they don't check my body but I don't try to hide it and it would be suspicious to do so.

I don't know i think im addicted to it and I've been thinking about it for days nonstop i just want to do it.
I don't know about a healthier approach i will try to stop myself from doing it if i don't do it soon to get over with it.
 
Fwompje

Fwompje

life is cruel and time heals nothing
Feb 23, 2023
189
I guess they don't check my body but I don't try to hide it and it would be suspicious to do so.

I don't know i think im addicted to it and I've been thinking about it for days nonstop i just want to do it.
I don't know about a healthier approach i will try to stop myself from doing it if i don't do it soon to get over with it.
What do you get out of selfharm? Figuring that out can help to find a replacement.

For example: if it's frustration and sh is an outlet you could try screaming in a pillow or going outside to sprint
 
Asprex

Asprex

There is no storm we can't weather!
Mar 3, 2023
28
boiling water is hot, around 100°C.

It hurts the skin and leaves ugly scars that cause permanent pain. OK?
I don't like scars. That's a problem if i have to see them often on my left hand
What do you get out of selfharm? Figuring that out can help to find a replacement.

For example: if it's frustration and sh is an outlet you could try screaming in a pillow or going outside to sprint
I started doing it as a punishment but kept doing it out of habit when i felt like it. I guess when i was mad at someone.
 
Asprex

Asprex

There is no storm we can't weather!
Mar 3, 2023
28
I don't do it in the end and i feel better. Happy ending everyone thanks for the replies<3
 

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