Bucketlist

[animism]

I just found my old bucketlist. It's three pages long, both sides, and I forgot I wrote it. When I looked at it I realized that I've done every single thing on it and thats probably why I have less reservations to CTB than I ever did. It feels lighter, having physical proof that I "lived". This time I don't have an exit date and that's okay, too. After many failed attempts i dont think i can fail again because ive done it all. Ive loved and ive been loved and that's something I never put on the list and ill let that carry me until the end.

I hope everyone's travels are light.

 

[theboy]

peace

 

[hikikomorizombie]

nice, you're luckyi still have this list i made junior year of HS, Things I Wanna Do Before I Graduate. it's been 6 yrs since i made it & only 7 out of 20 things are crossed off. i'll die w/o completing it or even crossing off 1 last thing. so i <3 that for u :') genuinely. i can imagine how it makes death easier.

 

[broth0100]

Im so glad youve loved and been loved. More n more i find tht love is all we have

 

[animism]

nice, you're luckyi still have this list i made junior year of HS, Things I Wanna Do Before I Graduate. it's been 6 yrs since i made it & only 7 out of 20 things are crossed off. i'll die w/o completing it or even crossing off 1 last thing. so i <3 that for u :') genuinely. i can imagine how it makes death easier.

Not a single one of the things on my list involved money [except one which was to be able to light candles and incense without anyone yelling at me lol] and I think that's the most beautiful thing about this. I hope the things you've wanted come to you before you depart. Thank you for the love and hey, 7 is pretty good, that's 7 memories that I hope will pave your way

Im so glad youve loved and been loved. More n more i find tht love is all we have

Yes. When I look back at my life it's only when I was able to share it, with strangers or even with an animal, and sometimes just the love I tried to give myself which I couldn't tell at the moment but I've held my own hand quite often and that was love, too. It's kinda what holds it all together for me. I hope you give yourself a hug and you're extra kind to yourself.

 

[broth0100]

Not a single one of the things on my list involved money [except one which was to be able to light candles and incense without anyone yelling at me lol] and I think that's the most beautiful thing about this. I hope the things you've wanted come to you before you depart. Thank you for the love and hey, 7 is pretty good, that's 7 memories that I hope will pave your way

Yes. When I look back at my life it's only when I was able to share it, with strangers or even with an animal, and sometimes just the love I tried to give myself which I couldn't tell at the moment but I've held my own hand quite often and that was love, too. It's kinda what holds it all together for me. I hope you give yourself a hug and you're extra kind to yourself.

Seriously thank u, and i hope tht u give urself more hugs n kindess too