sillyprincessmeow
Member
- Jul 21, 2022
- 71
like wym i cant fucking.. just drink sn and die and rot under a bridge like i want?
anyway gonna do it soon or sum i guess
can i js drink it without all that extra shit
i js wanna escape
its getttjng sooo much worse, the voices are getting like louder and more frequent and im like splitting more and all that fuck shit. my mental health is in the trenches. i feel like a soldier bro this is so debilitating.
i want my ex to come home yall, there have been so many signs that he should but everyone says im delusional but i dont think so.
Anyway he did tell me to kill myself over the phone last night but then backtracked it smh
Like dude all i want is ur love and u tell me to kms.. like ok i will.. clearly i dont make life any better or easier for anyone
Bro but also he has me added in everything and is letting mr use his spotify and asked me to pick him up last night before the call so we could fuck??? Guys what is this. He should just come home. im begging god bro like im deadass havibg a psychotic break.
My last therapist told me she couldnt help and i had to get IN PERSON HELP. Clearly im nkt fucking fixable. I hate my life
so uh yeah anyway guys js lmk if i can just drink it bc i dont wanna do allat unless its a must.. so fucking complicated.
let me fucking grow wings already.
anyway gonna do it soon or sum i guess
can i js drink it without all that extra shit
i js wanna escape
its getttjng sooo much worse, the voices are getting like louder and more frequent and im like splitting more and all that fuck shit. my mental health is in the trenches. i feel like a soldier bro this is so debilitating.
i want my ex to come home yall, there have been so many signs that he should but everyone says im delusional but i dont think so.
Anyway he did tell me to kill myself over the phone last night but then backtracked it smh
Like dude all i want is ur love and u tell me to kms.. like ok i will.. clearly i dont make life any better or easier for anyone
Bro but also he has me added in everything and is letting mr use his spotify and asked me to pick him up last night before the call so we could fuck??? Guys what is this. He should just come home. im begging god bro like im deadass havibg a psychotic break.
My last therapist told me she couldnt help and i had to get IN PERSON HELP. Clearly im nkt fucking fixable. I hate my life
so uh yeah anyway guys js lmk if i can just drink it bc i dont wanna do allat unless its a must.. so fucking complicated.
let me fucking grow wings already.
