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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
Breakdown.


Something clicks inside your head,
You can't get up, you stay in bed,

Every day becomes the same,
This is how you go insane,

Any friends you had before,
You never see them anymore,

You clench your jaw, and grind your teeth,
There's a torrent raging underneath,

You don't go out, you stay inside,
You just want to scream and hide,

At last you crack, your mind it breaks,
You live in fear, your body quakes,

You call for help, you're in the queue,
Another animal in the human zoo,

Go outside and have a walk,
Learn to breathe, have a talk,

You'll be fine, you hear them say,
It's only life, it's made that way,

You can't sleep, you toss and turn,
Your mind racing, you want to burn,

Now you're on the merry go round,
Of every drug that can be found,

You try them all to no avail,
The one you need, it's not for sale,

So at last you reach the end,
You've gone round the fucking bend.

Mr J Fox. Esq

 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
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:(
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
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That's a beautiful poem and it's quite relatable too.
 
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That's a brilliant poem !!!
 
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Ntothed

Ntothed

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Jan 1, 2019
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Spot on
 
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Snee

Student
Aug 3, 2018
135
yes it discribe everything that happen to me
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Spot on as always
 
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Firecaste

Firecaste

Experienced
Jan 5, 2019
216
This is relatable, but these days I force myself to leave the house, even if just for arbitrary reasons, it does help me I find. If I go full hikikomori my life is truly over. =(
 
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AhG

AhG

La vie est tout sauf un rêve
Jan 24, 2019
313
This is very beautiful. Wonderful writing mate.
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
#MentalHealthAwarenessWeek

Apparently
 
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wiIIow

wiIIow

Arcanist
Sep 22, 2018
458
#MentalHealthAwarenessWeek

Apparently
I'm aware of my lack of mental health, does that make me a worthy participant?

not really shit else I can do besides pace around in my own head like a tiger in a tiny zoo exhibit
 
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AveryConure

AveryConure

Some idiot
May 11, 2018
437
#MentalHealthAwarenessWeek

Apparently
I always considered it "We give a shit about mild depression and anxiety but if you have a 'scary' mental illness like schizophrenia or DID theeeeennnn you can go fuck yourself" week
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
Bravo

honest poetry, can definitely relate
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,985
Love your work as always, johnny.

Is there anything lazier and more patronizing than an awareness week? It's like those stupid "National Days". I looked it up for the lols and today happens to be National No Dirty Dishes Day. Well I use paper plates so I never have to do dishes anyway. Take that, society!
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
533
I love poetry keep up the good work
 
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