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huntermellow
another bpd death statistic
- Aug 6, 2024
- 91
i understand why people don't like me. i understand why it's hard for me to keep friends and have a relationship. i'm too much for everyone. i'm so obsessive i let everything consume me. men never really mean it when they say like how obsessive and clingy you are because they've never seen what real obsession is. my love is too much for everyone and yet not enough. i'll never be enough for anyone no matter how hard i try. even if i do exactly what they want it's never enough. i'm always being treated like this it's always me. i'm all alone i've lost everyone i've cared about. i'm just an example of what you wouldn't want in a girlfriend. he can ruin me emotionally and still get everything he wants and i'm left all alone with no one. i envy the people who can jump from relationship to relationship. you're scared of being alone but you don't know what it's like to actually be alone. it's so easy for him. i don't even have a friend group i don't even have a friend. i deserve to be alone. i really am a bad person it's no wonder i can't be loved.