Abditory
The feeling that you won’t be here much longer
- Jan 16, 2024
- 42
I really can't live like this anymore, bipolar and bpd?
Diagnosed with bpd yesterday, the same day my partner tells me that i'm practically too much for him. Knowing i'll never be better, people won't stick around and im a burden to my family just what is the point of living anymore. Being told it's better when im not around hurt me so fucking badly, being told that when im not around that my partner felt better with no anxiety. I'm choosing to OD tonight. I can't continue to live in a world where i'm not wanted, a world where i'm constantly too much for others.
This will be my last post on SS goodbye friends
Diagnosed with bpd yesterday, the same day my partner tells me that i'm practically too much for him. Knowing i'll never be better, people won't stick around and im a burden to my family just what is the point of living anymore. Being told it's better when im not around hurt me so fucking badly, being told that when im not around that my partner felt better with no anxiety. I'm choosing to OD tonight. I can't continue to live in a world where i'm not wanted, a world where i'm constantly too much for others.
This will be my last post on SS goodbye friends