I have quiet BPD and I have no favorite person. I'm just a loner lol! I've never been treated or therapy so I just get worse. It might be complex ptsd with what looks like borderline, but I relate so much with the symptoms of the quiet borderline diagnosis. My life only got worse and worse with these combined problems. It's why I might ctb. I did have a favorite person maybe but I'm not sure who it was since I'm constantly splitting or constant shift with how I feel about people in my life. I pushed them away too lol!