Bought my SN. Almost Ready. Nervous.

[soontobedone]

Hi. I'm new. Been visiting about 5 months just got accepted.
My SN should be here today. No AEs yet.
But I read somewhere SN is only causes death 15% of the time. I can't afford to fail.
No access or balls for other methods. Ideas?

 

[FuneralCry]

Are you joking? Who ever said that SN only has a 15% success rate is lying, SN is a reliable method if the protocol is followed, it's a poison after all and so many have died from it.

 

[HerculePoirot]

I suggest to review all documented SN failures. You'll find that in almost all cases, recommended protocols were not observed. Read Stan's Guide, prepare your method carefully, prepare yourself mentally, apply the protocol strictly. At the critical moment, remember this: do not think; just drink.Then you will die peacefully and certainly.

 

[releasespieces]

There were a bunch of failed attempts on here a month or so back and it was due to members taking sodium NITRATE when they thought they bought NITRITE.

The supplier had somehow sent the wrong stuff. Don't worry, it wasn't IC or CCS that was responsible.

SN works very well when the protocol is followed. It's a shame that because a supplier screwed up and sent folks the wrong chemical that we've had such an uproar of unnecessary anxiety surrounding SN. Prior to this whole mess it was rare to see unsuccessful attempts that were caused by SN itself. Follow the protocol, fight your SI and don't let someone find you.

 

[aleph_zero]

The supplier had somehow sent the wrong stuff. Don't worry, it wasn't IC or CCS that was responsible.

Are you sure? I recently saw a thread where someone took IC's SN and survived without hospitalization. Do you know who the supplier is who sent nitrate to these people?

 

[releasespieces]

Are you sure? I recently saw a thread where someone took IC's SN and survived without hospitalization. Do you know who the supplier is who sent nitrate to these people?

Worried IC I’d fake SN

I’m concerned about the SN from IC. I received my one today but have read some threads that is suggesting it could be fake. Had there been a recent successful CTB with sn from IC ?

sanctioned-suicide.net

Are you sure? I recently saw a thread where someone took IC's SN and survived without hospitalization. Do you know who the supplier is who sent nitrate to these people?

I'd like to know what thread you saw where someone failed with IC. What other factors could have influenced a failure with IC other than the quality of the SN?

 

[aleph_zero]

Worried IC I’d fake SN

I’m concerned about the SN from IC. I received my one today but have read some threads that is suggesting it could be fake. Had there been a recent successful CTB with sn from IC ?

sanctioned-suicide.net

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I'd like to know what thread you saw where someone failed with IC. What other factors could have influenced a failure with IC other than the quality of the SN?

It's the same thread that was linked by the person in that screenshot

 

[not_good_enough]

dont ctb if you are not 1000% sure you want to do it

 

[releasespieces]

Are you sure? I recently saw a thread where someone took IC's SN and survived without hospitalization. Do you know who the supplier is who sent nitrate to these people?

This member got epsom salt instead of SN from IC, but that was last summer.

It's the same thread that was linked by the person in that screenshot

Oh... you see what I'm saying about PC now though… right? Everything clear?

 

[soontobedone]

Got my SN today from ccs. No mention on bottle of purity. Sent message to company.

 

[thankyou]

Got my SN today from ccs. No mention on bottle of purity. Sent message to company.

Can you report back what they say? Feel free to PM.

 

[LateForTheBus]

Got my SN today from ccs. No mention on bottle of purity. Sent message to company.

Please let us know what their response is. I'm curious about the purity as well. Thanks!

 

[StillBreathing]

You only hear about it when it goes wrong.. Makes sense people think it fails more often than not.
There is a lot of factors in this method and things can fail. SN is my chosen method for the day I will leave, I am only missing the SN. I don't dare though to have it around in case I eat it without following a proper guide. I think some of the failed attempts happens this way.

 

[Disaster]

You only hear about it when it goes wrong.. Makes sense people think it fails more often than not.
There is a lot of factors in this method and things can fail. SN is my chosen method for the day I will leave, I am only missing the SN. I don't dare though to have it around in case I eat it without following a proper guide. I think some of the failed attempts happens this way.

Well, it's always a good idea to remember that we're unlikely to get a message with thumbs up and something like "that went smooth, I'm dead now, 10/10 recommended" Still I guess when we don't have solid data (from hospitals/morgues etc.) it's all anecdotal evidence. I see no reason for people to preach either for or against SN, either you use it or not, but why preach against it or for it? The risk of serious harm like brain damage is unlikely, and risk of disfigurement non-existent, so it has a huge advantage against hanging or gunshot. That is what we know. Failed vs. succeeded attempts? We don't. People have been hanging themselves for millennia, and blowing off their brains with guns for centuries, and the SN idea is fairly new. Humanity also has a plenty of not-very-humane experience in hanging convicts, so we quite a lot about the method - enough to think twice before attempting it, but usually if a human with a brain that isn't already too damaged learning something about a thing like this makes one think twice before trying it
I mean I guess all of us would prefer to be put down with N, an act of mercy that is allowed even to pets, but well, here we are.
The lack of medical/scientific literacy or any kind of literacy in humans isn't of course my reason to ctb, but it kinda doesn't make me too enthusiastic about existing. Sometimes reading this forum I feel like we'd see failed attempts even if there were ikea-style instruction manuals provided with every item that could be used for that. And that if the informed consent would be the only thing required before being euthanized, no questions asked, plenty of people would not use it despite of wanting to die, because they would refuse to get informed. Like providing them with a simple test to make sure that they understand their informed consent form would be a stricter form of gatekeeping than some pro-lifers here.
Our species, 1/10, not recommended. Sorry for my rant.

 

[soontobedone]

Haven't heard anything back from company. But another member, "Catching the bus" appears to have been successful with her supply last week. Although if caught and hospitalized can take time to report back.
Still waiting on Meto I ordered from a pet pharmacy.
Seems like the more I research the more nervous I get.

 

[soontobedone]

Hate to even post this since I want it to say 100% success rate. This is from "Missouri Poison Center"


...Reports show that nearly 15 percent of nitrites and nitrates self-poisoning cases have ended in death since 2018. And 88 percent of individuals require care in healthcare facilities.

 

[Dubito]

88 percent stay in healthcare facilities or just treated there?

 

[Dolphin55]

Hate to even post this since I want it to say 100%. This is from "Missouri Poison Center"


...Reports show that nearly 15 percent of nitrites and nitrates self-poisoning cases have ended in death since 2018. And 88 percent of individuals require care in healthcare facilities.

Nitrites AND nitrates? Why are they measuring them together? Surely all the nitrates would be failures…the 15% is a bit disturbing though, that's very low.

 

[soontobedone]

I found the info on missouripoisoncenter.org
That was a direct quote. I think the 88% refers to needing medical attention. Not necessarily staying in hospital.
I wish I didn't find this. I have SN and Meto ready and really need a reliable method.

 

[BlackWednesday]

Where did you obtain it from?