Discussion Boring Death

[sunny.sativa]

"Young California Woman Hangs Herself. Suicide Note Found."

Yeah, yeah. Typical, but .. imagine something like—

"California Woman On Meth Robs Bank Naked, Steals Patrol Motorcycle, Sets Hair On Fire, Rides Into Gas Tank, Blows Up and DIES."

Okay, yes. I know. Completely fuckin insanely random and unlikely. But are you feelin me? I'm gonna die anyways, damn it. If I'm gonna off myself, I feel like I should do something fun and exhilarating on the way out. I'd make headlines.
It's not like I'd care about fame once I'm splattered on the road somewhere (hell, I don't even care about it now), but the adventure might be cool.
It makes me wonder if olden day gangsters and crime lords were suicidal? Or maybe only just not afraid to die? They did the most, man. I wouldn't go as far as killing someone on purpose but shit. Imagine being down in history for a wild ass suicide. If I end up doing it, I wanna be doing something so gnarly that the police load me with lead.

Like Bonnie and Clyde. They were so dangerous that the police shot them up on sight.
Call me nuts, but definitely not boring. I refuse to die in a home, confused and angry.

 

[FriendofDeath]

Nuts and not boring! Great imagination! I'm completely the opposite. Z-z-z

 

[The Dark Chaos]

Interestingg!

 

[art711]

I thought of this the other day. I could die in silence or I could become a drug lord. Start a lab somewhere remote and produce Nembutal powder like I'm Pablo Escobar doing coke in the 1980's. Flood the streets with powder N. Help everyone that wants a peaceful death and become rich doing it. Money wont' help my depression, but at least I'll be busy doing some work and if I go down, I will go down shooting. There must be a big market for this drug. There are 16 million depressed people in the US alone and god knows how many other chronic illnesses. Who's a chemistry major?

 

[autumnal]

Personally, I'd much rather a peaceful death than an exciting one! Perhaps those two things are largely mutually exclusive.

 

[Blue Portal]

"Young California Woman Hangs Herself. Suicide Note Found."

Yeah, yeah. Typical, but .. imagine something like—

"California Woman On Meth Robs Bank Naked, Steals Patrol Motorcycle, Sets Hair On Fire, Rides Into Gas Tank, Blows Up and DIES."

Okay, yes. I know. Completely fuckin insanely random and unlikely. But are you feelin me? I'm gonna die anyways, damn it. If I'm gonna off myself, I feel like I should do something fun and exhilarating on the way out. I'd make headlines.
It's not like I'd care about fame once I'm splattered on the road somewhere (hell, I don't even care about it now), but the adventure might be cool.
It makes me wonder if olden day gangsters and crime lords were suicidal? Or maybe only just not afraid to die? They did the most, man. I wouldn't go as far as killing someone on purpose but shit. Imagine being down in history for a wild ass suicide. If I end up doing it, I wanna be doing something so gnarly that the police load me with lead.

Like Bonnie and Clyde. They were so dangerous that the police shot them up on sight.
Call me nuts, but definitely not boring. I refuse to die in a home, confused and angry.

I've suffered to much in my life to go out in a rage. When I think about it I find peace and tranquility in dying at home by myself with my nembutal.

 

[iquitcountingstars]

Yeah but the more exciting your death is, the more chance of failure there is. I want out of this nightmare as quick as possible

 

[Bct]

I prefer to die in silence so the chance to be successful is higher. I can understand why some people want it to be more interesting (at least one chance to have fun before death), but people could mess your attempt.

 

[letmeseethedeath]

"Young California Woman Hangs Herself. Suicide Note Found."

Yeah, yeah. Typical, but .. imagine something like—

"California Woman On Meth Robs Bank Naked, Steals Patrol Motorcycle, Sets Hair On Fire, Rides Into Gas Tank, Blows Up and DIES."

Okay, yes. I know. Completely fuckin insanely random and unlikely. But are you feelin me? I'm gonna die anyways, damn it. If I'm gonna off myself, I feel like I should do something fun and exhilarating on the way out. I'd make headlines.
It's not like I'd care about fame once I'm splattered on the road somewhere (hell, I don't even care about it now), but the adventure might be cool.
It makes me wonder if olden day gangsters and crime lords were suicidal? Or maybe only just not afraid to die? They did the most, man. I wouldn't go as far as killing someone on purpose but shit. Imagine being down in history for a wild ass suicide. If I end up doing it, I wanna be doing something so gnarly that the police load me with lead.

Like Bonnie and Clyde. They were so dangerous that the police shot them up on sight.
Call me nuts, but definitely not boring. I refuse to die in a home, confused and angry.

i feel you i'd blow my self up into milion pieces

 

[LastRide]

I love that idea ! if I was still physically able, I'd probably come up with a wicked scenario which would either end up me being shot by the police ("fuck you bastard slaves of the government" being my last words !) or putting a bullet through my head if they wanted to arrest me. Unfortunately I am so handicapped that it will just have to be a bullet through my head without the exciting stuff before. Oh well, call me boring...

 

[watereyes]

I love that idea ! if I was still physically able, I'd probably come up with a wicked scenario which would either end up me being shot by the police ("fuck you bastard slaves of the government" being my last words !) or putting a bullet through my head if they wanted to arrest me. Unfortunately I am so handicapped that it will just have to be a bullet through my head without the exciting stuff before. Oh well, call me boring...

If I may ask, What happened to you?

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Boring and safe,
Or exciting and risky,

Durig the robbery you could get caught and arrested, or coz your high on meth you could end up crashing the bike and only slightly damaging yourself, and then arrested butt naked, sounds exciting but so many flaws!
I'm gonna go with boring and safe for me when my time comes

 

[Cosmiq]

I mean my alternative of jumping is riding my motorcycle off a cliff...I guess being naked in a high-speed chase would add a little more pizazz to it lol

 

[TheGoodGuy]

"Young California Woman Hangs Herself. Suicide Note Found."

Yeah, yeah. Typical, but .. imagine something like—

"California Woman On Meth Robs Bank Naked, Steals Patrol Motorcycle, Sets Hair On Fire, Rides Into Gas Tank, Blows Up and DIES."

Okay, yes. I know. Completely fuckin insanely random and unlikely. But are you feelin me? I'm gonna die anyways, damn it. If I'm gonna off myself, I feel like I should do something fun and exhilarating on the way out. I'd make headlines.
It's not like I'd care about fame once I'm splattered on the road somewhere (hell, I don't even care about it now), but the adventure might be cool.
It makes me wonder if olden day gangsters and crime lords were suicidal? Or maybe only just not afraid to die? They did the most, man. I wouldn't go as far as killing someone on purpose but shit. Imagine being down in history for a wild ass suicide. If I end up doing it, I wanna be doing something so gnarly that the police load me with lead.

Like Bonnie and Clyde. They were so dangerous that the police shot them up on sight.
Call me nuts, but definitely not boring. I refuse to die in a home, confused and angry.

Extremely relateable, like I haven´t achieved any of my dreams I´ve had in life and since I am going to kill myself why not have some fun leading up to the suicide it would also create a kind of point of no return where suicide is the only option.

The downsite to this it would embarress my parents and destroy their lives even more than if I just killed myself and also there would be a chance of going to jail possibly for a long time where as if I ctb in the middle of the night in a secluded area there will be a 100% of me dying, so since I suffer from a lot of physical problems prison would be even more hell for me than if I was physically healthy and I don´t want to bet on possibly suffering for years or the rest of my life in prison with no option to ctb when I have so many methods available now.

 

[LastRide]

If I may ask, What happened to you?

I'm tired of dragging my physical disabilities into this forum...see pm.

 

[I screwed up]

Wow I really like the idea ... End ur life in a blaze of glory ...

 

[Soul]

I feel you, @sunny.sativa - if on top of all the thrills I made the world a better place on my way out that would be brilliant. x