wishing you peace and relief no matter the outcome. sorry you're feeling like this. things might feel differently once you come down, the option is always there. better to be clearheaded in order to plan and not skew things towards failure.
Thank you for the sweet words, I do it to feel something, to feel alive, even if it's scary I enjoy the comedown as well. I know I will sleep in a couple hours and be back in my grind. I just lose my mind sometimes when lots of things happen simultaneously
For everyone who read this just keep going you got only one chance to be you. Don't care about others but yourself, even family man. You die alone. Why not just move to another country and start over? At the end who know what you been tru, who you really are? You are what you chose, you live in your world not in others idk bruh imma do the other bag and f*** what happens
