Venting Boi sad :(

[enlightened_suicide]

Anxiety:

I enjoy the isolation but I'm scared to be alone.
I want to live free but I'm scared to leave my home.
I want to have the money, but feel better when I'm broke.
I want to feel the love, but then scared when finally shown.
I say I want the company, but wanna do it on my own.
I want to fucking die, but I'm still scared to hang the rope.
I want to speak aloud, but everytime, I end up choked.
I want to tell the world, that life is just another inside joke.
We are born to die, continuously filling with false hope.
and noone even seems to know.

So I ask you what's the point of life?
They beat around the bush,
and tell you the lies that they've been fed.

They tell you kush and spice
They tell you to be afraid of death.
if you only knew this peace you'd feel when it finally fucking ends.
I feel as if I wouldn't be the only one that wants to
hang.
my.
fucking.
head.

T h E e N d.

 

[TheSoulless]

Well written. That is pretty damn accurate.