Blue sky's and peaceful thoughts

[Jumper13]

I think I would like to make my last exit. I used to skydive, jump from airplanes in the Army and love chasing the next adrenaline rush it made me feel alive. Now I am beat up, broken, alone and hopeless. But strangely at peace with it.

I think I want to do a gainer off of Bixby bridge, arms out, eyes closed and one step the feel of wind in my face and the view of the ocean would be epic. I would try to catch one last wave at mavericks but not keen on drowning. I want bliss followed by absolution.

 

[Krash1990]

Fellow skydiver here. I've also jumped off bixby multiple times(with a parachute) and a good friend of mine died base jumping there a few years ago.

 

[Cosmiq]

Bixby Bridge is gorgeous, I'd love to do a trip up north before my exit.

 

[ARW3N]

Skydiving sounds like an interesting way to CTB. I've come across these suspicious skydiving deaths in the newspapers which I strongly suspect were skydiving suicides.

 

[BridgeJumper]

Dream death! Can you access the bridge as a pedestrian?

 

[Krash1990]

Skydiving sounds like an interesting way to CTB. I've come across these suspicious skydiving deaths in the newspapers which I strongly suspect were skydiving suicides.

Most skydivers would never do that because it puts a mark on the sport. Some do though.

 

[Jumper13]

Skydiving is epic, I do not wish to be a black mark on the sport or have my actions dissuade someone from the experience. However I can not change how I feel in the manner I wish to CTB. I have however come across Para motoring and the one can reach up to 10,000 feet. So maybe get one of those and fly myself up to a respectable altitude and step off.

Dream death! Can you access the bridge as a pedestrian?

You can and it is a known BASE spot. Course illegal and cops watch for it but you can walk across the bridge.

 

[SpottedPanda]

Sounds awesome

 

[faust]

I really wanted to skydive because I love the strong wind and high altitudes. But I see even this does not make you feel alive anymore and this is very sad. I know same would happen to me because anhedonia has no remorse. Skydiving suicide sounds like a good idea. First, height guarantees instant passing out and leaves no chances to survive, second - the feelings before you go, third - maybe the reason of death will be determined not a suicide. Well, at least it seems to me. I would probably go for this, but it is up to you.