Exactly, for me it's like metaphysical claustrophobia. I feel so helplessly trapped.
Omg yes, I literally feel imprisoned in my body. When I failed my ctb attempt last year, it totally reminded me of the song "Mother Knows Best" from Tangled, where Rapunzel's mother wouldn't let her leave the tower. My body won't let me leave life, it is paternalistic, cruel, and abusive just like Mother Gothel.