Hello
At 46 and after a life rich in experiences, I wonder if we have the right to our own life .. Our emotional life does not belong to us at all. Our life just does not belong to us for a very long time.
We are all controlled in one way or another.
A miserable life, a life of suffering, wanting to end one's life is not profitable for this world that works on money first and foremost.
If you did not have in your childhood all that a child should have as love, a healthy foundation of education, I think you're almost damned at first.
What will make me leave this world is this lack of love that I have suffered since I was born.
Because of the suffering, of infinite sorrows that love relationships are at the origin.
Because of the lack of love of the people you loved most in the world and who are no longer on this earth ..
Because of extreme loneliness, a mental prison.
My love for life ended in a divorce.
I decided to use a firearm to finish (ctb as you say).
In my country it is complicated to have a weapon legally, not impossible but a little complex and above all we are referenced to the administration.
I chose a black powder revolver. A new replica quality and much more reliable than those used at the time (Civil War). All you have to do is show your ID card to buy your weapons. I chose a 44 caliber. I studied the subject a lot. It is a weapon that caused many deaths during the war. It is a lethal weapon without any doubt for a suicide. In any case it will be used only once.
Between a gun of 44 black powder and a modern weapon 44, the caliber remains the same.
I am happy to be able to benefit from this right in my country. I see no other solution than the end by gun.
It's time to leave, it's my deepest conviction.
Sorry if the translation is bad
At 46 and after a life rich in experiences, I wonder if we have the right to our own life .. Our emotional life does not belong to us at all. Our life just does not belong to us for a very long time.
We are all controlled in one way or another.
A miserable life, a life of suffering, wanting to end one's life is not profitable for this world that works on money first and foremost.
If you did not have in your childhood all that a child should have as love, a healthy foundation of education, I think you're almost damned at first.
What will make me leave this world is this lack of love that I have suffered since I was born.
Because of the suffering, of infinite sorrows that love relationships are at the origin.
Because of the lack of love of the people you loved most in the world and who are no longer on this earth ..
Because of extreme loneliness, a mental prison.
My love for life ended in a divorce.
I decided to use a firearm to finish (ctb as you say).
In my country it is complicated to have a weapon legally, not impossible but a little complex and above all we are referenced to the administration.
I chose a black powder revolver. A new replica quality and much more reliable than those used at the time (Civil War). All you have to do is show your ID card to buy your weapons. I chose a 44 caliber. I studied the subject a lot. It is a weapon that caused many deaths during the war. It is a lethal weapon without any doubt for a suicide. In any case it will be used only once.
Between a gun of 44 black powder and a modern weapon 44, the caliber remains the same.
I am happy to be able to benefit from this right in my country. I see no other solution than the end by gun.
It's time to leave, it's my deepest conviction.
Sorry if the translation is bad
