W3akCr3atur3
Empty and hollow
- Aug 3, 2020
- 357
My birthday got fucking instantly ruined. 1 hour in and my suicidal thoughts are as bad as they were during worst 2020 times.
Well, 2 years ago I was kind of the same, so I'm even surprised that much.
I guess laying on the floor, crying, cutting and beating myself is a fun way to celebrate a bday.
My suicidal part is happy at least, it hasn't been that active for a while, now it's the time.
Maybe the best present I can give to myself is to finally hang myself.
Happy fucking birthday to me.
Well, 2 years ago I was kind of the same, so I'm even surprised that much.
I guess laying on the floor, crying, cutting and beating myself is a fun way to celebrate a bday.
My suicidal part is happy at least, it hasn't been that active for a while, now it's the time.
Maybe the best present I can give to myself is to finally hang myself.
Happy fucking birthday to me.