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cursedbynature64
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- Feb 23, 2024
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My biggest fear about SN is that survival instincts will kick in after already taking it, and I will call for help. Getting forced into a psychiatric hospital would be an absolute nightmare for me, not to mention the other consequences that would result from a failed ctb attempt.
Logically I know that failing would put me in a significantly worse place than I am now (having never attempted and people in my life don't suspect I'm considering it). But I know that human survival instinct is a very powerful force.
I haven't even ordered SN and I'm already overthinking things.
Logically I know that failing would put me in a significantly worse place than I am now (having never attempted and people in my life don't suspect I'm considering it). But I know that human survival instinct is a very powerful force.
I haven't even ordered SN and I'm already overthinking things.