Betrayed & abandonned by social services

[Hollowillow]

There is a group that helps defends the rights of mentally ill people. Like (incompetent) lawyers... For problems with landlords, involuntary hospitalisation...

She was supposed to come see me doctor tomorrow. With alist of symptoms & call the landlord with the doctor, if I try he hangs on me.

It was my last hope before suicide

She cancelled last minute, banned me from the service. Never explained why. The secretary puts me on hold forever repeatedly. Cruel mind fuck. She called the cops in me when i asked her by email if she was trying to push me to commit suicide. She knew i thought of it because the police & hospital deny me services saying i deserved to be beaten & my car accident wasn't real just in my head...

Even the defence of rights abuse my rights.

I was hysterical all day calling for help. No one suggested another defence group. Only being locked in psychiatry...

I want to die. I wish I had n sn or fentanil

halp?

Im scared to read my pms & ruin my friendships by being too confused & hysterical but i appreciate those who did..

 

[summers]

@Hollowillow please check your pm.

 

[Hollowillow]

@Hollowillow please check your pm.

I will when I won't be a hysterical mess, because I'm scared to say some hurtful crap to the people I care about by accident, but it's nice to see you.

 

[jodes2]

*Hugs* sorry you're going through all this, it's not right

 

[Hollowillow]

*Hugs* sorry you're going through all this, it's not right

Thank you. If at least I had done some crime. I wish I could go to her office, punch her in the face, screaming "now you have a reason to ban me bitch!"

I'd be super happy.

She jerked me like that for years!

Thank you for your words of comfort

 

[FuneralCry]

Those people sound really awful. It's terrible the way that many people treat others. I'm sorry that you had to endure this. Theres already enough suffering in this world without others making things worse. I wish you relief from what you are going through.