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longingtogo

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Feb 13, 2023
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Don't feel like explaining the circumstances that lead me here, I am assuming on this site I don't have to share anything of my past - rather can just focus on what to do to ensure no future. I'm 50 yrs old, extremely morbidly obese. Want to go gracefully, but have no idea how to in my circumstance. I need some practical suggestion. No firearms in the house, no access to large enough quantities of prescription meds unless I could somehow convince my caregiver to leave pain pills/my other daily meds within my reach but no idea how to ask for that in a way that doesn't sound fishy given my history of depression. No idea what I could hang from that would even hold my weight. Really don't want eating myself to death to be the way I go, but I'm at a loss.
 
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longingtogo

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Feb 13, 2023
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I guess it really is hopeless. Thought someone here would know how to help.
 
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lukas19

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Jan 17, 2023
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I guess it really is hopeless. Thought someone here would know how to help.
Think you need to hang around a bit and post more then after a while more options open up. i.e the search bar and DMs.
SN seems to be the most popular method and I found the 'night night' thread very informative. People will come back to you but you need to be patient.
 
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I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
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Hello. Have you checked out the Suicide Resource section?


It's a pain having to do all the research.

Here's the latest version of the PPH Essentials that we have on here. Not necessarily the latest that there is.

 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds like a really horrific situation to be in, and at least to me it sounds like it would be incredibly difficult to ctb. Suicide is already difficult enough without being in a situation like that and it's just so incredibly unfair how people are denied straightforward ways to finally end it all.

I think that with methods all that anyone can really do is do their own research to decide what is best for themselves. There are no easy answers to this unfortunately. I wish you the best of luck.
 
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