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anorexic-pigeon

anorexic-pigeon

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Feb 29, 2020
38
I don't have access to a sharp knife at home, nor would buying one be viable due to suspicion. I am an artist and have exacto knifes, but I'm unsure of how successful this would be. I also have a shaving razor, but I don't want to use that. What would be the best option? I'm willing to buy something as long as it's not suspicious.
 
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Steamm

Arcanist
Feb 28, 2020
446
Don't do that. You'll only hurt yourself but won't die
 
mpnf

mpnf

Mental anguish..no more please.
Oct 3, 2019
190
@Steamm is right. You won't die out of it. Back in June 2013, I cut deeply, what I thought it was deep enough on my right wrist along with part of my left arm trying to kill myself and while I saw the blood starting to come out , I thought those were my final moments on earth. My blankets and sheets were covered in blood and my heart was beating really fast but at that moment I felt relieved cause I believed I was going to ctb.
But when the blood stopped, all my hopes crushed in a minute and I hid it all in my closet and put myself to sleep after feeling so disappointed and devastated and on my mind, being so close to it.

So don't do it unless you really know what artery you can cut with no shaking of the hands.

Good luck!
 
anorexic-pigeon

anorexic-pigeon

Member
Feb 29, 2020
38
I found my artery so that's not a problem. Even cut a line there to map it out. What tool did you use @mpnf if you don't mind me asking?
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
If I would cut something it would be one of arteries or even stab myself right into heart between 3rd rib.
 
mpnf

mpnf

Mental anguish..no more please.
Oct 3, 2019
190
I found my artery so that's not a problem. Even cut a line there to map it out. What tool did you use @mpnf if you don't mind me asking?
A razor blade but I was in a very poor mental state so I really didn't care that much. My emotional pain was worse than the pain from slicing my skin at that exact time.

But if you don't feel comfortable using that , then don't do it.

Hugs : )
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
797
Exacto knife would work however there is a big chance of it not working.
 
Beforeigo

Beforeigo

Member
Mar 2, 2020
27
search on eBay for surgical blades. It's what I've used for years and it can do some pretty severe damage if you're in a destructive mood and have the force to carry it out
Hugs
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
684
Try a plastic knife. No, don't do that!!
 
FreeBIRD

FreeBIRD

Member
Nov 14, 2019
50
Anything that cuts will do the job. Exato knives are also good
 

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