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liyly

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Jan 11, 2026
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Hello you all.
I have been wanting to ctb for a long time and have researched different methods obsessively for a long time and always have thought medication od is a pretty pointless way to try.
But recently I have become more interested in the potential dangers of combination of benzos and alcohol as a means to ctb. Where I'm from accidental lethal ods with downers are pretty common, so why is it such a bad method? I have access to benzos and opioids also. Shouldn't that work mixed with alcohol? I have tried hanging but am so very scared of it. Getting fucked up and unconscious seems so much easier, but i need to know it would work because I cant bear uncertaintity :( it's what keeps me here, suffering
 
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canoekit

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Jan 9, 2026
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I personally don't know much on ODs containing benzodiazepines and alcohol but this wiki link should answer and help you with some questions! ( https://archive.is/R4jm7 )

Also, usual good rule of thumb I've noticed, if you want to OD, go for benzos and opioids at once, or any other CNS depressant. I'd imagine alcohol in high quantities (or in any quantity, depending on your tolerance and weight) would also work, but don't take my words for this. Take care of yourself OP.
 
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liyly

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I personally don't know much on ODs containing benzodiazepines and alcohol but this wiki link should answer and help you with some questions! ( https://archive.is/R4jm7 )

Also, usual good rule of thumb I've noticed, if you want to OD, go for benzos and opioids at once, or any other CNS depressant. I'd imagine alcohol in high quantities (or in any quantity, depending on your tolerance and weight) would also work, but don't take my words for this. Take care of yourself OP.
Thank you ! Unfortunatly I cant seem to be able to open the link :(
 
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canoekit

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Thank you ! Unfortunatly I cant seem to be able to open the link :(
No problem ! And, that's unusual. If you're wondering where I got it from it's from this megathread below (which is also a sticky thread in suicide discussion). There should be a good few links there related to ODs and what/how much you need.

 
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