Hey, so I know this is going to get laughed at but…. A large dose of Benadryl I'm thinking 4-5g. Obviously will cause seizures and hallucinations however if I'm in a position for partial hanging with a ligature round my neck surely when I seize I'll hang myself in the process correct? Gets rid of my very strong very misplaced SI. Also there's literally a 5% chance I'll be 'saved' as no one to check on me and I'll leave my phone across the room so can't use it impulsively beforehand. Admittedly it's not going to be a peaceful death but at this point I'm unbothered by that. Done a lot of research of high dosage Benadryl attempts and pretty much every single one didn't work because the person was found so given life saving intervention. Am I being delusional or am I on to something. (If anyone says just use N or SN please leave, I've been trying and failing to get hold of that for months).
