Abyssal
Kill me
- Nov 26, 2023
- 1,287
Yeah, this is a stupid vent undeserving of suicide discussion, but I really do want to ctb. One of the few things going for me is that I have kind coworkers. I offered them chocolate I had received from someone else and everyone refused. I felt a little silly for reaching out, but nothing I can't handle. Then I offer it to this new guy and he asks "you eat that crap? Why would you offer it to me, isn't it obvious I wouldn't eat that shit?"
This is probably a pretty common encounter, but my brain can't withstand these interactions. This is why I must ctb, because even the most minor of inconveniences makes living my own personal hell. I don't want to live in a world where I am expected to endure this pain simply because others deem my suffering unworthy.
This is probably a pretty common encounter, but my brain can't withstand these interactions. This is why I must ctb, because even the most minor of inconveniences makes living my own personal hell. I don't want to live in a world where I am expected to endure this pain simply because others deem my suffering unworthy.