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left0vers

left0vers

Member
Feb 23, 2026
73
I'm so sick and tired of this. I'd trade all my belongings and become a cheap wage slave for the rest of my life if only I could get rid of this garbage face I got stuck with.

Always unwanted, always mocked and looked down on. Treated like a fly, either barely tolerated or being actively forced out.

I don't know what I did to deserve this punishment.
 
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Tzrmd

Tzrmd

Member
Mar 6, 2026
10
Dont have anything to say that will help, but know you are not alone.

It sucks
 
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internallybeautiful

internallybeautiful

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Feb 12, 2026
12
im a hideous woman. i have a panic attack every time i look at my face. the realization that theres no hope for me, unless i get surgical intervention just horrifies me. like my fate is already set. the trajectory of my life is already set. it hurts so badly. it's this indescribable anguish, fear, disappointment, shame. i have grotesque features. i wish i was never brought into the world like this, because every day im contemplating ending my life. if it makes you feel any better, im genuinely very ugly. there's nothing attractive or likeable about my face. not even my skin. if you compared yourself to me, you would consider applying to be a model. i am so grotesquely hideous and scary looking. i doubt you're any where close to as ugly as me.
 
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mya_

mya_

Not in this lifetime
Jun 13, 2024
54
It pisses me off that everyone says that looks don't matter etc when that's not true. And I've had the chance to observe that when I myself have had surgery to my face and people treat me differently without realizing xd So that's why I want more surgery tbh
 
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X-sanguinate86

Experienced
Sep 26, 2025
271
This world is evil. I hope it gets destroyed.
 
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violetforever

violetforever

Wizard
Dec 24, 2025
644
It pisses me off that everyone says that looks don't matter etc when that's not true. And I've had the chance to observe that when I myself have had surgery to my face and people treat me differently without realizing xd So that's why I want more surgery tbh
can i ask what u had done???
 

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