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DynamicDepression
Deranged
- Mar 28, 2022
- 352
When I try talking to people, they act as if I'm not there. All throughout my life, I have tried speaking to people (strangers, classmates, coworkers, even family) and getting back a look of disapproval most of the time. It's not that I say anything weird or rude, just regular small talk like the weather or a simple "hello".
Then when someone answers once in a blue moon, it seems that no matter what I say they stop replying a few minutes in. I don't think I say anything outrageous or rude. Maybe I'm just so dull that no one wants to be bothered with me? I don't think I am, but I might just be. I just wish I could know what it is I'm doing wrong. It's so confusing seeing other people do nearly the exact thing as I do and being accepted with open arms while I'm consistently rejected and left behind.
Even here, I feel as if all I'm doing is wasting server space. I feel so invisible. It's not that I want to be the center of attention, but just being seen every now and then would be nice.
Then when someone answers once in a blue moon, it seems that no matter what I say they stop replying a few minutes in. I don't think I say anything outrageous or rude. Maybe I'm just so dull that no one wants to be bothered with me? I don't think I am, but I might just be. I just wish I could know what it is I'm doing wrong. It's so confusing seeing other people do nearly the exact thing as I do and being accepted with open arms while I'm consistently rejected and left behind.
Even here, I feel as if all I'm doing is wasting server space. I feel so invisible. It's not that I want to be the center of attention, but just being seen every now and then would be nice.