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whatatimetobealive

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i read somewhere about someone who got their roommate to do this for them when they were ready to go, and its always stuck with me. it seems like a great way to go. i dont have the guts to ctb, my multiple attempts have shown me that. i also am not legally allowed to own a gun anymore :/
we cant legally consent to death, so finding someone willing to do this would be extremely difficult, but i think about it a lot, how nice it would be to go in an instant, unconscious, without having to self-inflict
 
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That's a good idea, if i had a roomate i would ask them to do it to me unexpectedly, on a given day he will have chosen without telling me.

But i doubt anyone would accept to do that to their roomate
 
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That is called murder.
 
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Do you have a source for that roommate story? I'm going to assume the story was either figured out by law enforcement after they investigated the corpse, or it was shared anonymously by someone who knew of the pair's plan, as I doubt the shooter himself would be sharing the story unless he wanted to incriminate himself. I feel like, to avoid the legal consequences of such a manner, a better (but more convoluted) solution to complete this plan would be for the individual to build some sort of timed contraption that fires during their own slumber.

It may sound comical, but my immediate thought of what this contraption could be is where the individual would tape the firearm to their bed's headboard with the barrel facing down to their face, run a strong string/wire around the trigger that loops around the gun and droops down to a bedside table, tie the loose side of the string to a strong weight, set the weight on the edge of the table, and then set a harshly-vibrating alarm clock's timer for four hours (turning off its audio so that it doesn't wake the individual) so that, when they fall asleep, after a few hours of rest, the alarm will vibrate, the weight will drop, and the trigger will be pulled by the string's resulting tension, firing the gun (for extra security if the person moves a lot in their sleep, they might want to find a way to suspend their arms and legs as their last step in order to ensure that they don't move out of the barrel's way). I don't know if that plan would actually work, as I may just have an active imagination, but I've attached a diagram to explain it visually. It would still allow the individual to perish from a gunshot in their sleep without making another person liable.
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i read somewhere about someone who got their roommate to do this for them when they were ready to go, and its always stuck with me. it seems like a great way to go. i dont have the guts to ctb, my multiple attempts have shown me that. i also am not legally allowed to own a gun anymore :/
we cant legally consent to death, so finding someone willing to do this would be extremely difficult, but i think about it a lot, how nice it would be to go in an instant, unconscious, without having to self-inflict
Let's try to put legal and more issues aside. It seems a good way to go. Might be hard to get to sleep but then would assumedly not feel anything
Seems a decent way to go tbh. If only.
 
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There are mamy ways to get someone to kill you that none of us will ever try.
Nice to ponder but a waste of time.
 
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Do you have a source for that roommate story? I'm going to assume the story was either figured out by law enforcement after they investigated the corpse, or it was shared anonymously by someone who knew of the pair's plan, as I doubt the shooter himself would be sharing the story unless he wanted to incriminate himself. I feel like, to avoid the legal consequences of such a manner, a better (but more convoluted) solution to complete this plan would be for the individual to build some sort of timed contraption that fires during their own slumber.

It may sound comical, but my immediate thought of what this contraption could be is where the individual would tape the firearm to their bed's headboard with the barrel facing down to their face, run a strong string/wire around the trigger that loops around the gun and droops down to a bedside table, tie the loose side of the string to a strong weight, set the weight on the edge of the table, and then set a harshly-vibrating alarm clock's timer for four hours (turning off its audio so that it doesn't wake the individual) so that, when they fall asleep, after a few hours of rest, the alarm will vibrate, the weight will drop, and the trigger will be pulled by the string's resulting tension, firing the gun (for extra security if the person moves a lot in their sleep, they might want to find a way to suspend their arms and legs as their last step in order to ensure that they don't move out of the barrel's way). I don't know if that plan would actually work, as I may just have an active imagination, but I've attached a diagram to explain it visually. It would still allow the individual to perish from a gunshot in their sleep without making another person liable.
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this is quite ingenious, thank you for the accompanying diagram. it would be ideal to achieve this method without involving a second party who would be liable for "murder". thank you for your concept.

i dont have a source for where i heard this story, i might have heard about it in a youtube video, but i will try to find it.
Let's try to put legal and more issues aside. It seems a good way to go. Might be hard to get to sleep but then would assumedly not feel anything
Seems a decent way to go tbh. If only.
i would definitely take copious amounts of ativan to ensure i stay asleep and fully unconcious, since im a light sleeper.
it feels like a very merciful and painless way to go, which is what i want to accomplish should i ever have to ctb.
There are mamy ways to get someone to kill you that none of us will ever try.
Nice to ponder but a waste of time.
i feel like, albeit usually undercover cops and somewhat of a myth, there are people online who will do this for money.
 
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