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wait i'm goated
- Feb 12, 2023
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no one genuinely cares about me. i'm not seen as an equal who's making others feel worried, i'm equivalent to some blind, deaf puppy that's just been hit by a car. the people around me see as a miserable sight, they do the bare minimum to make themselves feel better, and that's it. everyone looks down on me with pity, and i can't blame them. i'd view myself in the exact same way.
i'm something really pathetic, and of course, pitiful. i beg for love and break down easily, it's fucking shameful.
i try to appear strong, i do everything i can for others, but it's pointless. if you're pathetic, that shit will always find a way to show itself. i can't hide it.
i think i've always been seen this way. i'm sure people have genuinely cared in the past, but those people are gone and it's my fault.
i don't want to go to work tomorrow. i want to hang myself in my closet or down sn, but i know that's a dumb idea. i'm at a loss again
edit: i meant to post this somewhere else but idec
i'm something really pathetic, and of course, pitiful. i beg for love and break down easily, it's fucking shameful.
i try to appear strong, i do everything i can for others, but it's pointless. if you're pathetic, that shit will always find a way to show itself. i can't hide it.
i think i've always been seen this way. i'm sure people have genuinely cared in the past, but those people are gone and it's my fault.
i don't want to go to work tomorrow. i want to hang myself in my closet or down sn, but i know that's a dumb idea. i'm at a loss again
edit: i meant to post this somewhere else but idec
