lucid
antinatalist specialist
- Jun 29, 2019
- 177
I just needed to say this somewhere without being bombarded with "i want to help you" comments.
Ever since my eyes were opened to existentialism, I haven't been the same. Every day I wake up knowing it's going to be the same old shit all over: talk to people, laughs will be had, I will stare at the wall contemplating life as well as my loneliness, and then I will slip back into my free trial of death also known as sleep, which as far as I'm concerned a lot of the time beats life itself. The fact we are so sentient to the point we spend every day thinking about these things is horrible. I don't want to know that we live to die, I don't want to know that there's a possibility there might be nothing after death, I don't want to be aware of any of this. Animals have life so much easier, I cherish and envy them...
When I die, I want to meet the being responsible for life, and I want to ask them "Why humans? You know what you're doing, right?"
I wish I had more friends who would just accept this kind of mindset, or even share it. Then again, the people here know.
It'll probably be another while before I post, hopefully I can start being more active again soon.
Goodbye for now, at least <3
Ever since my eyes were opened to existentialism, I haven't been the same. Every day I wake up knowing it's going to be the same old shit all over: talk to people, laughs will be had, I will stare at the wall contemplating life as well as my loneliness, and then I will slip back into my free trial of death also known as sleep, which as far as I'm concerned a lot of the time beats life itself. The fact we are so sentient to the point we spend every day thinking about these things is horrible. I don't want to know that we live to die, I don't want to know that there's a possibility there might be nothing after death, I don't want to be aware of any of this. Animals have life so much easier, I cherish and envy them...
When I die, I want to meet the being responsible for life, and I want to ask them "Why humans? You know what you're doing, right?"
I wish I had more friends who would just accept this kind of mindset, or even share it. Then again, the people here know.
It'll probably be another while before I post, hopefully I can start being more active again soon.
Goodbye for now, at least <3