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Throwaway9787

Throwaway9787

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Jun 27, 2019
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I have to go on a two week trip to the pacific coast, I'm missing part of my university classes, and my exit plans will have to be delayed. I can't sleep at all and I feel so ill, all the time. I'm also never allowed out of the house so I have no chance to pick up my H from my PO Box. What the fuck am I suppose to do. Thinking about going in front of a train at this point.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

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Aug 19, 2019
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I have to go on a two week trip to the pacific coast, I'm missing part of my university classes, and my exit plans will have to be delayed. I can't sleep at all and I feel so ill, all the time. I'm also never allowed out of the house so I have no chance to pick up my H from my PO Box. What the fuck am I suppose to do. Thinking about going in front of a train at this point.

It sucks, but you know it's not a good idea to be rash. I'm sorry they won't leave you the fuck alone.
 
Throwaway9787

Throwaway9787

Mage
Jun 27, 2019
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It sucks, but you know it's not a good idea to be rash. I'm sorry they won't leave you the fuck alone.
It's basically suicide watch and it's making me so miserable. I feel trapped. I just want to go.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

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Aug 19, 2019
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It's basically suicide watch and it's making me so miserable. I feel trapped. I just want to go.

I know, I hope you don't rush into something unsafe because of that, though. Hugs
 
HGL91

HGL91

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Jul 2, 2019
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I have to go on a two week trip to the pacific coast, I'm missing part of my university classes, and my exit plans will have to be delayed. I can't sleep at all and I feel so ill, all the time. I'm also never allowed out of the house so I have no chance to pick up my H from my PO Box. What the fuck am I suppose to do. Thinking about going in front of a train at this point.

Hey. Could be worse. The pacific coast is pretty.

When I wasn't depressed, my previous boyfriend and I took a drive from Malibu to San Francisco, stopping at various places and it was super enjoyable.

What part of the pacific coast are you doing, and what will you be doing for 2 weeks?
 

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