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CommonPlan
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- Apr 3, 2021
- 11
I still feel the same after escaping from my abusive and homophobic family.
I feel like im letting my younger self down who persevered through 5 years of abuse and religous indoctrination abroad.
The thought of getting back to the UK and finally being free kept me going while I was at my worst.
Now that I've come out and been disowned by family, I still want to unalive myself.
It's stupid but seeing parents being affectionate to their teens and adults in TV shows and movies makes me so sad.
I feel like im letting my younger self down who persevered through 5 years of abuse and religous indoctrination abroad.
The thought of getting back to the UK and finally being free kept me going while I was at my worst.
Now that I've come out and been disowned by family, I still want to unalive myself.
It's stupid but seeing parents being affectionate to their teens and adults in TV shows and movies makes me so sad.