Margimet
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- Aug 31, 2019
- 55
I'm diabetic, I've been on an insulin pump since last week. IT IS VERY COMPLICATED AND EXHAUSTING!
I just panicked when I saw on the screen my blood sugar drop quickly, thought I would have hypoglycemia and die. It was like a countdown to passing out.
Has anyone here ever had hypoglycemia? My god, it's just TERRIFYING!
I asked my parents to be close to me. I called the doctor and she said I need psychotherapy (well, I already do!).
I really want to die, I have several health problems. My fear isn't dying, is FEELINGS NEAR DEATH.
I don't know if I can try ctb, I'm very anxious, would panic and ask for help.
I frequently have nausea, hypotension, tachycardia, hypoglycemia, hyperglycemia, fatigue... Everyday is a hell!
Only those who are close to death daily know how maddening it is. Every day my survival instinct saves me.
I don't want to die suffering! I think the only option for me is N, I don't have courage for another method
Who here is also diabetic? How do you deal with the disease?
I just panicked when I saw on the screen my blood sugar drop quickly, thought I would have hypoglycemia and die. It was like a countdown to passing out.
Has anyone here ever had hypoglycemia? My god, it's just TERRIFYING!
I asked my parents to be close to me. I called the doctor and she said I need psychotherapy (well, I already do!).
I really want to die, I have several health problems. My fear isn't dying, is FEELINGS NEAR DEATH.
I don't know if I can try ctb, I'm very anxious, would panic and ask for help.
I frequently have nausea, hypotension, tachycardia, hypoglycemia, hyperglycemia, fatigue... Everyday is a hell!
Only those who are close to death daily know how maddening it is. Every day my survival instinct saves me.
I don't want to die suffering! I think the only option for me is N, I don't have courage for another method
Who here is also diabetic? How do you deal with the disease?
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