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sanctioned
- Mar 15, 2019
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I'm truly SOOOOOO DAMN TIRED of life............ how the fuck does any of this shit make any sense at all?????
Every single day stuck in survival mode....... every single day stressed about money.......... and endless other responsibilities...... the god damn to-do-list simply never ends...............................
Constantly having to make money just so don't end up on the streets or starve to death........... I understand that my parents didn't know better, and its not like they purposely brought me to this world to suffer.......
but other than that all this endless suffering is causing me to hate them so deeply........ its like if someone hit me with their car by accident, and now I'm disabled for life because of it
Sure, they didn't do it on purpose, it was all an unexpected accident, but at the same time, it was completely 100% because of them, that I am now forced to suffer and be stuck in it forever, until I die
I guess I'm just ranting towards how I'm so angry at my parents for this, despite understanding they didn't do it on purpose. Its just so damn painful
Yet we live in a society where it glorifies and glamourizes to keep breeding more humans, and how it should even be celebrated for. I'm so sick and tired of all this
Every single day as I continue to suffer endlessly, always having to look at the fucking calculator and stressed about money 24/7 nonstop, it truly sickens me how disgusting and ridiculous all this really is. It is 100% a curse to be forced into this world, and then stuck to have to figure everything out yourself and survive on your own
Truly suffocating........ no more patience left for this life and the future
Every single day stuck in survival mode....... every single day stressed about money.......... and endless other responsibilities...... the god damn to-do-list simply never ends...............................
Constantly having to make money just so don't end up on the streets or starve to death........... I understand that my parents didn't know better, and its not like they purposely brought me to this world to suffer.......
but other than that all this endless suffering is causing me to hate them so deeply........ its like if someone hit me with their car by accident, and now I'm disabled for life because of it
Sure, they didn't do it on purpose, it was all an unexpected accident, but at the same time, it was completely 100% because of them, that I am now forced to suffer and be stuck in it forever, until I die
I guess I'm just ranting towards how I'm so angry at my parents for this, despite understanding they didn't do it on purpose. Its just so damn painful
Yet we live in a society where it glorifies and glamourizes to keep breeding more humans, and how it should even be celebrated for. I'm so sick and tired of all this
Every single day as I continue to suffer endlessly, always having to look at the fucking calculator and stressed about money 24/7 nonstop, it truly sickens me how disgusting and ridiculous all this really is. It is 100% a curse to be forced into this world, and then stuck to have to figure everything out yourself and survive on your own
Truly suffocating........ no more patience left for this life and the future
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